the beginning of my new look(ana)

New Year, new me.

I realized so much has happened I mean my mom called me fat, the doctor as well but if I don't eat I always get yelled at. Like shut up.

They always blame it on my boyfriend. He does nothing wrong but tell me to eat and he doesn't like that I diet and restrict sometimes. But I do it anyways.

I remember I went to my cousins in March, and I fell asleep and we were talking after I woke up but I'm always one to wake up at 7-9 am. It's just me. I was never like good looking she was so pretty she was a small and she got her belly button pierced. I was so jealous.

Christmas I couldn't count hoe many people comment on my weight loss. I wanted to keep going.

And I didn't, I don't know why. But the summer if 2015, I remember doing 40 sit-ups more even running, playing soccer, squats, nothing, etc for quite a while if you ask me. I would do them in my room when. Y sister was gone.