the beginning of my new look(ana)

Homecoming

My freshman year, that summer I went from 190 to 152. I lost 38 pounds in less then a year with skipping meals, purging and running for 2 miles I played soccer.

I dated someone on play station, and he was telling people 'cheated' on him, after we broke up his friends were messaging me. .

A week or so from homecoming I made it on the sheet to be elected for court. I was so happy, I constantly brought it up. Im pretty sure it was a prank and joke. I really don't know who voted for me. I mean I'm fat ugly and I honestly wish I was just thin as fuck.

That day I was coming for someone else I went home and I was going in my kik, my ex's friend messaged me..
Him: you're ugly, and fat.

Me: thanks

Him: you cheated on him? Whore.

And I know it's so stupid, and I'm telling the truth I didn't I swear to god he always just was horny, and I couldn't handle him. I broke up with him.

When I didn't eat lunch, my close friend Gabby, was can earned and asked why I shrugged. We always shared my lunch, I split my sub and gave he the bigger piece.