If We Could Change Everything

Chapter 1

         It wasn't unusual. The sun was shining, the wind was peacefully blowing. My soul was enlightened by the power or what I saw, how I feel, or what my body feels. It's been years since I've killed coin and the peace has finally nestled into our hearts. I'm in finally at peace again. The weights have lifted off of my mind during the night. Nightmares only occur whenever I'm stressed. I'm engaged to Peeta and Annie visits everyday, I don't know why, but she does. Honestly I enjoy her company. I get to have girl talk finally with someone. It's not just 2 guys anymore. Joanna lives about 15 minutes away and I need to get more distance from her. She's bitter heart cold to the touch. And that's the one thing I want to escape from. I understand that people threw a bomb in her backyard and lost everything, but I almost did, and I'm still gentle. I care about people. But I can save myself when needed. But right now Annie is 5 months pregnant. Finnick is watching her every move from the door, to the chair in the kitchen where the rest of us are sitting. Haymitch is bringing Effie to our place ( Peeta and I 's ) . I haven't seen Effie in awhile. I miss her. But anyways. Their talking about something I'm obviously not interested in. The cool wind breeze slowly picks up pace as it flutters our curtains an makes me smile. " So when do you think you'll set a date for the wedding? " Annie asked. " As soon as possible.. Right Katniss? " Peeta asked trying to act like I was listening to everything. " huh? Oh yea the wedding. I don't really know but hopefully soon " I gave a small smile as I finished my reply. " I don't want our honeymoon to be short though. " " how about December 12th? ".  One month away.. I don't know but for everyone's sake I'll get it over with. " yea.. That'll be perfect actually. " Annie's face lit up " Yes! And we can plan it all out in the next weeks to come! " " one month " I thought " this is crazy. "  Annie kept on rambling but honestly, I wasn't listening. I kept thinking about Gale. Sometimes I even wonder if he's here on earth.