The virginity pact || MGC LRH

Plastic wrapper

I lay my head on Luke's chest just playing with his bracelets on his left hand as he sleeps. I my hand rests on his abs while I stare at my tv. I start thinking about the simplest things that lead to me thinking of Luke.

I feel like I'm not good enough for Luke anymore. Crystal was right. He's the thing everyone wants now. Knowing her she will do whatever to get him. I guess I can't stop him if he falls for the blonde with big boobs. Once again which she said I have none. True tho.

I look up at Luke and he draws on my back softly. He stops and falls back asleep. I turn to my tv and I
glare at the stupid sitcom.

I press my body up but Luke's hand stops me. "No babbeee" he moans. "Go back to sleep you butt lump" I say rolling of my bed. "But bbbaaabbbeeee" he mummers sitting up wiping his eyes. I push his chest and he falls back onto my bed. He gets back under the covers and covers his head. I grab some shorts and put those on before I walk down to the kitchen.

He envelope lays in the counter where I left it and the mail is on the floor. I pick it up and see that it is all for Dad. I roll my eyes and toss it on the counter. The fruit bowl is empty and I go back upstairs.

Luke lays there over the covers but really he looks like a grey blob in his position. "Babbbbeeeeeee, we should go get breakfast" Luke says sitting up. "What is Luke hungry?" I smile jumping in the bed. Luke glares at me and wraps his arms around me. He pulls me down on the bed and hovers over me. "Hungry for you" he smirks. He places a soft kiss on my lips. I look up at the blue eyes checking me out. "You know I like it that your smaller then me?" Luke says with a smirk. "The way if I wanted I could just toss you under me and start undressing you" Luke says licking his lips. "The way if I wanted I can wrap around your small body and you would be surrounded by me. Carmen. I just love so you much. More then my guitar, more then the scent of the ocean in the morning, more then Good Charlotte." Luke smiles kissing me. I blush and over my face in his shirt. "Stop I wanna see your face" he says sitting up. He kneels over me. "Luke. Do you really love me? I know it's a hard question but I need to be sure" I say laying in my bed. Luke sits on my legs and glares at me. "No" Luke hisses. My heart sinks. "I was kidding!!" He half screams half whines. "I love you to much" Luke says falling on to me. He kisses my neck making me giggle. "If I could have my way I would fuck you right now but I want breakfast" I laugh and sit up sliding my body out from underneath Luke.

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We return to my house with a box of muffins, bagels and a jar of strawberry jam from the market down the road. "Table" I say as Luke pauses putting the box on the table. I get the jam,milk, and fresh squeezed orange juice and put them in the table. Luke unravels the ribbin holding us back from the fresh baked goods. I try to open the jar of jam and hand it to Luke. "I can't open it" I whine. Luke glares at me. I watch him take of the plastic wrapper and then he pops the top. "Ohhhh" I laugh at myself. "Your a special one, Carmen"
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I sit in my seat and watch as the students slowly walk in. I wait for Luke to walk in. I take out my notebook and continue drawing all over it. I feel a hand on my shoulder and I look around and Luke stands there looking adorable. He plops next to me. I look at him and he smiles. "Do you have plans tomorrow?" He asks. "I never have plans" I say moving my chair over more. "My mum is doing her Christmas dinner tomorrow night. Then we have the real dinner on the 25th. Everyone in my family and their lovers/close friends are going. Since your my girlfriend you should come" Luke says putting his binder under his seat. "I'll go" I say watching our teacher walking to the white board.
"My two real brothers will be there by the way" Luke whispers into my ear. I look at him and he smiles.
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I grab the mail walking into the apartment building and see a letter from dad. I shove it in my pocket and pull out my keys rushing inside.
I rip open the paper and a note falls onto the floor. I pick it up and it reads.

Carmen,
Hey it's me. I'm out here longer then expected. I won't be home for Christmas or New Years. It's not working. In February if I'm not home your legally allowed to leave the apartment and move out since you'll be 18. I'll still send money.
On other words I meet this wonderful woman named Cathy out here in Arizona. She has three kids. One about your age. A 13 year old and a 10 year old. I think I love her. Anyways. I love you and there's money also in here.
Dad.

I fold it all back up and pile it on to the counter. Ugh. He's not coming back anytime soon. I knew this.