Victorious Love (VICTORiOUS ff)

Chapter 2

Beck and Jade had spent their night in Beck's caravan. They were lying on his couch, Jade on her back and Beck on turned to his girlfriend. His arm was slung around her chest and his underarm touched her breats slightly. His face was lying above her shoulder and her hair was covering it a little.

When Beck woke up, he recognized Jade by her smell and smiled automatically. He kissed her throat and stroked her breast slightly. It made her wake up frightened, but she relaxed quickly when she also recognized him by his smell.

Beck raised his head above hers, so they were face to face. Then he grinned at her, whispered "Morning" and kissed her softly. Jade was overwhelmed by this awakening and got hot immediately. She kissed him back and pulled him on her body. *He's such a charmer*, she thought to herself.

Beck let go of her lips smiling. They were still wearing their underwear as always, but it was okay. They didn't need to be too intimate yet. He was lying on her body now and could look into her eyes intensely. It was a special moment, only them together, no one bothering.

Jade looked back into his eyes, amazed by the still atmosphere. Smiling back she whispered back "Morning", but at once she blamed herself for not having said that she loved him.

Beck went through her hair slightly, still focussing her eyes. Jade got even warmer and wanted to use the second to add that she loved him, but as she opened her mouth, he turned his eyes to her hair, so she stayed silent. He loved her beautiful colored strains and chuckled shortly. Jade also chuckled shortly but faked, hating herself for not having added.

"These purple strains are beautiful", Beck interrupted her blaming. He kept stroking and staring at her hair. "Thanks", Jade said smiling and getting warmer again. "Did you ever think about two colors of strains?"

Beck looked back into her eyes when he asked this question. "N-No", she stuttered a little, because he made her get butterflies in her tummy as he looked back at her. He grinned, recognizing the slight stuttering. "You should", he said and kissed her again, this time even more intensely.

Jade got even hotter and also kissed him more intensely than before. He kissed her with his tongue and Jade could hardly breathe in surprise. She also kissed him with her tongue while she stroked his back and enjoyed the closeness.

Beck pushed his body against Jade's in an overwhelming way. Their hips were pressed against each other and his chest was touching her breasts through the bra. She could hardly believe she was living this moment right now. It seemed too perfect.

Also Beck was very hot. It had been weeks since the last time they had been as intimate as they were right now, but suddenly he remembered something. He let go of her lips as he raised from Jade's face.

Jade looked at him irritatedly. "What-what's wrong?", she stuttered confusedly. Beck looked down, but right at her breasts in her bra, so he looked back up.

He looked into her eyes and apologized. "I'm sorry, I just remembered Andre wanted me to help him take care of his grandma today. She almost died last night, that's why he wants someone to be with him, if something happens."

Jade stared at him. "So you think his grandma is more important than me?", Jade started to argue automatically and not even really thinking about it. "What?", Beck asked, staring back in disbelief. "You heard me." Jade sounded really serious. She was disappointed of her boyfriend in this moment, because she had expected a nice Sunday only with him, but he prefered helping his friend's grandma.

"Jade, she almost died last night." Jade didn't know if she should believe him. How could he know? She had been with him all the time and would have overheard it if he had gotten a message. Even if Andre would already have texted Beck yesterday, she would probably have overheard it, even though she had been a little dizzy from the alcohol. "And he told you yesterday?", she asked ironically. Of course Andre couldn't have known that his grandma would almost die in the following night.

"Of course not", Beck replied. He couldn't believe Jade blamed him for caring for his friend's grandma. "He sent me a message in the middle of the night, cause he was totally in panic and needed me to help him to calm down."

Jade didn't look convinced. "So why didn't I wake up?", she asked arguing. "You know you have a deep sleep, especially after drinking alcohol", Beck simply reasoned. He could hardly believe his girlfriend didn't trust him.

Realising he probably said the truth, Jade looked away from Beck's eyes and at his chest instead. Suddenly, she was ashamed of having blamed him, but she wasn't in the mood to apologize. She didn't know why, but she just couldn't.

"It's okay", Beck eventually said. He knew she blamed herself for having argued, even though she didn't speak. He softly kissed her forehead and said: "I love you, baby." Then he stood up and put on his clothes.

Jade watched him, not replying that she also loved him. She couldn't bring it through her lips at the moment. How did she deserve him? He was always so kind and lovely, while she was just a mess inside and always behaved as if she was the coldest person in the world. Probably she was.

Beck felt a little disappointed, because she hadn't replied that she loved him, but he kissed her a last time, before he left the caravan to drive to Andre, mentioning she could stay as long as she wanted to.

Jade was still lying on the back and stared up at the ceiling. She felt awful right now, because she hadn't apologized to Beck, her fresh again new boyfriend, or at least told him that she loved him, not even when he had already said it.

She tried to think about why she couldn't tell him, but didn't find an answer. She was just lying on his couch and thinking, so she eventually stood up, put on her clothes and drove home.