The Pack One Shots

Fallen Star (Vikklan)

Hey y'all. I wrote something.... I hope you like it. It has a trigger warning so I'm sorry. This doesn't mean I'm back but it means I'm trying.

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Ship: Vikklan
Setting: the sidemen house a week after the one where Simon and Josh make Vikk sleep
My Requests: just take it for what it is
Warning: trigger. Blood cutting crying.

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Vikk sat in his room listening to My Chemical Romance at full blast. He stared brokenly at the razor on his bed so tempted to end it all. He teared up as he remembered his reasons. His reasons to not commit. His friends all over the world, his fans, his family, and his boyfriend Lachaln. He forced himself to stand up and walk to his piano key board. Blood from his new cuts dripped down his legs to make crimson splashes on the floor. He whimper softly to himself. He didn't want to worry the other Sidemen so he was quiet. Vikk sat down and start to play a painfully haunting melody. His painful little sobs were the only thing that irrupted the song. Red drops stained the bright white keys

Harry looked at Simon with tears in his eye. "He's doing it again....." Harry mumbles.

"I know. I know," Simon hugs his boyfriend, close to tears himself. "He will be here soon, really soon Hazzy. We just need to be strong for a little longer."

Harry hears the sobs and the music mixed and breaks down into tears himself, just as JJ walks in.

"I swear he's gonna be the death of us all," JJ says grimly struggling to keep a handle on his emtions.

"JJ shut up you don't know what he's going through so just fucking leave him alone!" Ethan growls.

"Oh sure because you do, oh wise and powerful Ethan." JJ glares angrly.

"You know what Jide?"

"What Fuckboi?"

"Ok ok guys that's enough and its not helping!" Tobi pushes his way between the two scared boys.

The two glare at each other and go to opposite ends of the kitchen.

Josh sighs from his seat. "When does he get here?"

"Soon Josh. Soon," Lewis hugs him.

A tall blonde bursts into the house, "Where?!"

"His room," they all say and breathe a sigh of relief.

The blonde runs upstairs taking them two at a time. "Baby doll I'm here please be ok I'm here."

Vikk slumps over on to his key board sobbing brokenly. "No, not real go way."

"Baby doll, Daddy is here please," the blonde knocks on Vikk door.

"NO YOU'RE NOT REALLY HERE!!!!!!!"

He rips the door open and runs in, "Baby baby please. I promise I'm here. I'm here and I am never gonna leave again."

Vikk looks up and bursts into a fresh wave of tears, "Lach-lachy?" He holds out his blood-stained arms to his boyfriend, love and safety net. "Pl-please I I I can't-"

Lachlan pulls the broken boy into his arms nearly sobbing as he ignores the blood seeping into his clothes and dying his pale skin an angry red, "Baby boy why? I was coming today why?"

"You aren't coming for another month!!"

"Oh my baby. I am here I came today." Lachlan cuddles the sobbing boy. "You got the dates confused."

"Pr-promise?" Vikk's voice breaks.

"Yes and I won't go back for a long time," Lachlan's voice shakes when he sees the sheer number of cuts. Some are fresh and others are weeks old. "Baby boy how long..."

"3 months. Missed you so much. Needed to feel again. Something anything."

Lachlan starts to cry, "Vikk honey oh please why didn't you tell me?"

What Vikk said next made Lachlan's heart shatter; five little words that haunted his dreams, "Didn't want to worry you."

Lachlan didn't speak for a long time he just held the boy him and sobbed into his hair. When he finally could speak all he said was "Happy anniversary baby boy. I love you."

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I know it's not my normal stuff. I know I know. I am trying guys I swear. Please don't be mad.