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(EXO) Sehun//Heartbreak

"Get. Out. Now." Sehun said through gritted teeth.

"Sehun...jeba-.."

"No, now get out before I make a mistake."

Tears streamed down your face as you hiccuped from the amount of crying you've done. I remained in my spot in the main room. Even though my eyes were blurred with drops of tears preparing to fall, I could still see Sehun's glare piercing my eyes. You weren't expecting him to react like this. Your alcoholic mother and her boyfriend kicked you out of your home without money or any form of support. You ran through the rain spamming calls on Sehun's phone hoping he would answer, but he didn't. When you arrived at his doorstep, you pulled out your spare key and opened the door. Surprisingly, Mrs.Oh, Sehun's mother, wasn't here, but Sehun was. You explained to him your state, but he only replied coldy shoving you away.

"Sehun, why?" I ask, voice trembling.

His cold gaze lingered until he looked down,"Why?" he scoffed. "I should be the one asking that."

"Mwo? What are you talking about?"

"Do you really think I'm that stupid? I know it when my girlfriend is sleeping around with other guys."

Your eyes widened,"Sleeping around with other guys?"

"Yeah, you heard me. I never knew I had a slut as my girlfriend," he hissed.

"S-Slut?" I stuttered. "Sehun, I haven't been sleeping around! If anything, I'm a virgin!"

Sehun scoffed and turned around looking away from you, "Yeah, right. Well I guess it wouldn't matter if you slept around because I can guarantee it that I have."

Your heart shattered, "What?" you asked hoping that he would take back the words he said and say that it was all a joke.

"You know Yoona?...Oh wait, of course you do. She's your step-sister. Man, it sucks that you guy couldn't be blood related sisters or else I would've screwed you a long time ago."

You couldn't believe your ears. Anger, embarrassment, sadness, and heartbreak: everything you feared was all happening in a 24-hour span. Your face, wet with tears, cheeks reddened with anger, and eyes filled with regret in the world. You raised your hand and slapped Sehun as hard as you could, but the pain he received couldn't even compare to what you were feeling. You stormed out of the house, feet slapping onto the pavement as you ran without stopping to nowhere in particular because you had nowhere particular to go. You stopped in front of café and tried to sort out all of the bad things you've done in life to make you deserve this.

Just then, the answer came to you. You did nothing. It was just the world telling you that you were a worthless piece of shit who can't even please your own birthgiver. Just then your mind flashed back to your Algebra 1 class. Your teacher explained to you that in order to solve an equation, you must cancel out the unneeded content in order to solve a problem. 'Maybe, just maybe, I can cancel out of this problematic equation we call life,' you thought to yourself. Just then a car zoomed by and you immediately got your answer.

The cold breeze blew your bangs over your eyes as all instincts were turned off. The pain you felt from the ones you held dear to you evaporated into numbness as you watched multiple cars speed by. As if your body lost all control, you stood up walking towards the busy street. Nothing. You felt absolutely nothing. You waited until you could see a faint light gradually becoming brighter as you ran in front of it, arms spread apart as if you were accepting your sins. As if you were ready to let go of all of the horrible things life brought you.

You were enveloped in darkness.

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Mrs.Oh came back home to see her son sitting in the living room, stress evident on his face. She scrunched up her face, "Sehun, Honey? Is something troubling you?"