Dear Phil
Today I was alone
While you went to
A job meeting,you
Offered to stay home,
Do your meeting
Through Skype but
I made you go,I can't
Keep you captive here
Just because I'm not
Stable enough to face
The harsh world yet.
I thought I was going
To be okay,I thought
I could handle this but
I can't,I was wrong
Phil please come home
Before I turn my wrists
Into paintings again.
I'm not sure I like art
Anymore,it has a
Whole new meaning
Now. Maybe I'll make it
You'll be back in 3 hours,
Maybe I could watch
Your old videos to help
Keep me distracted.
I hope I make it,I really
Want to for you Phil.
I want to be okay.
I love you PhilDan
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Dear phil
FanfictionI'm so sorry phil,I hope you forgive me *TRIGGER WARNING - SELF HARM AND DEPRESSION THROUGHOUT*