Dear phil

XIV

Dear Dan

Last night you gave
Me this journal,told
Me to burn it,throw
It to the wolfs,feed it
To stray cats you
Didn't care you just
Wanted it gone after
I read it but much
To your dismay I think
I'm going to give it
A home in my desk
Drawer just in case
You ever need to be
Reminded of the pain
You felt. I've read all
13 entries in here and
Cried at them all,I
Cried for all the pain
You felt,for how alone
You were in your head
But most of all I cried
For us. Who would've
Thought that we were
Soulmates? I always
Had a feeling deep
Inside of my chest
But I was never sure
If it was more than
Friendship but I'm
So glad it is. I don't
Know what souls are
Made out of but
Whatever it is,yours
And mine are the same.
I'm so proud of you for
All of the things you
Did not become and for
Coming out stronger on
The flip side but most of
All I'm so happy to call
You mine. I'm so stupidly,
Pathetically in love with
You Daniel James Howell
But I wouldn't have it any
Other way.

Phil x