Dear Phil
I think deep down I
Knew,I knew I wasn't
Strong enough to make
It those 3 hours. We
Both knew it. You were
Distraught when you
came home and
Saw the blood drip
Stains embedded into
My bedroom carpet
And the razor missing
From our bathroom
But I couldn't fight it.
I thought it might have
Been my last day with
You,my breath was
Shallow and I drifted in
And out of consciousness
And only saw your teary
Eyes as the ambulance
Carried me to the hospital
Room. The white walls are
Haunting me but not as
Much as the look in your
Eyes when you found me
On the floor. I tried Phil,
I really did but it's hard
When you feel like there's
Demons making homes
Out of the arches inside
Of your rib cage. The
Nurse told me I can come
Home soon. I'm sorry
Please forgive me.
I love you Phil
Dan
YOU ARE READING
Dear phil
FanfictionI'm so sorry phil,I hope you forgive me *TRIGGER WARNING - SELF HARM AND DEPRESSION THROUGHOUT*
