Dear phil

XIII

Dear Phil

Today is 14th December
2015. I thought I'd write
Down the date because
Today you told me you
Were in love with me. Of
Course I said it back
With enough passion
To light the fire of a
Thousand suns and we
Kissed next to the fire
With Totoro playing
In the background.
Those words sounding
Like a song sung by
The morning birds and I
Wouldn't mind waking up
To them every day. We
Told our friends and
Family today too they
Were all so happy,
Especially Louise,PJ
And Chris. You're laid
Next to me as I write this
In bed and I've never
Felt more at peace with
Myself and the world
Before. The ghosts in my
Mind are slowing dissapearing
And the red lines on my
Wrists are slowing fading
To a dull skin pink and
I pray I never see either
Of them again. This will
Probably be the last
Entry in this journal
Because this chapter of
My life is through with.
I can proudly say I made
It,my new chapter
Includes Mr Phil Lester,
My boyfriend,and I
Don't think I could ever
Be happier.
It took 63 days for me
To feel this way but I'm
Better now,I'm safe.
Thank you so much Phil
For being my happiness,
I'm so in love with you and
I'm glad you love me too

Dan