In Our Crazy Minds ( IOM Series:Book 1) (Completed)

You Never Cared [Bay]

*Edited*

Bay's point of view

"Hey Rocky it's Bay, I'm really confused right now.. can we just hang out today" I said when I called Rocky, but he didn't answer. A few minutes later he texted me saying that he got my voice mail, and he wanted me to come over so we could talk.

At Rocky's Apartment

"I just.. I'm stuck in the middle, I want us all to be friends and I want them both to be happy, but Ryan's been being an asshole lately. They're both my best friends, but honestly Audrey's way more of my best friend than he is" I told Rocky truthfully. "He also has hurt her a lot. He's hurt us both but he broke her heart numerous times, so of course I took her side. But I still don't want Ryan to be mad at me or to think that I don't care about him. Even though he's been disappointing us, mainly her, we still care about him" I said.

"I think that he's a d*ckhead, but if you guys still want to give him another chance, that's up to you" He told me. "Right now you just need to relax though, take your mind off things. Let's watch something on Netflix" Rocky said, he always knew just what to say to make me feel better.

"Okay, let's watch The Vampire Diaries" I said as I layed my head on his chest and he held me in his arms. After watching TV and cuddling with Rocky, I decided to go up to Ryan and yell at him.

"Where are you going" Rocky said sounding half asleep as I got up.

"I'm gonna let Ryan know how wrong he is" I said.

"Oh okay, but it's kinda cold out there, put this on" Rocky said as he handed me his jacket.

"Thanks" I said as I put his jacket on and drove back to the concert because I'm sure he was still there...
I was right, he was still there. "Ryan we need to talk" I said tapping his shoulder.

"Oh great you're back, I..." he started to say but then I interrupted him.

"I don't want to hear your stupid apologies, because you're not really sorry! You just want Audrey and I to think that you are, just like we always did, so you can keep being the same jerk." I told him with anger and sadness in my voice.

"You never cared, you took us for granted because you knew that we would always be there for you. You hurt Audrey way more than me, but you hurt us both" I said but I still wasn't done...

"Also, you knew that we both used to like you, and I think you took advantage of that. We actually cared about you, but you didn't care. Whatever this friendship is, it's over, I don't wanna be around someone who only hurts Aud and I" I said with tears in my eyes, not a lot of tears but still tears.

"Bay I'm really really sorry, and I know that I've been disappointing you both, but just give me another chance. I mean I'm sorry but it's not my fault that you're in love with me" he said and my eyes immediately went wide. I started to walk away not even wanting to be around him. Did he really just say that, I thought to myself.

"No wait Bay, I.. I didn't mean that" he said chasing after me.
"Bay I didn't mean that" he said as he grabbed my arm. "Just give me another chance, I need you, you're all that I have left, to keep me from cutting" he told me making me feel a little guilty.

"Ryan no.. don't, we still care about you... the problem is you don't care... I'm sorry I... can't do this right now" I said as I left, even more upset than last time.