Maybe its my fault (Bay)

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Bay's Outfit-

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Audrey's Outfit-

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As we we're sitting down in the mall, I lay my head on Rocky's shoulder deep in thought. I felt so safe in his arms.. I obviously have feelings for him and I'm pretty sure he knows that. We act like a couple sometimes, but I don't really know what we are. He's just been my cool rockstar best friend for a while, I rarely think about us being a couple.That's not what I was stressed out about though... I think it's my fault Ryan's cutting again... I said some pretty harsh words to him that maybe weren't entirely true...

"Hey Aud, can I talk to you in the bathroom?" I say ask Audrey.

"Yeah sure" she said as we got up from our seats. When we entered the bathroom I waited until it was empty to talk to her.

"I think it's my fault that Ryan's cutting, yesterday I was kind of unintentionally being rude, I was just so angry that I yelled at him and now I regret it so much"  I admitted to her.

"No Bay, it's not your fault"she reassured me.

"But you don't know what I said, I told himthat the friendship was over because I felt like he didn't care about us and he told me that we're all he had left so that he wouldn't cut and I told him not to cut but then I just left and..." I started saying before she cut me off.

"Hey, you were just saying how you felt, and I know you don't want him to lose him as a friend, just tell him that you still care" she said.

"Yeah but I did tell him I still cared. I was really mad at the time so I said he didn't care and then I just walked away. I didn't mean everything I said, but he made me so furious when he said that 'it wasn't his fault that I was in love with him'... I WAS in love with him." I told her honestly a little annoyed.  "Still, I don't know if he'll forgive me."

"He'll forgive you Bay, you didn't do anything wrong you were hurt and honestly I can't believe he said that" Audrey said making me feel better.

"Me neither" I agreed.

"Well we should probably get back to the boys, they might worried about us" she said.





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