In Our Crazy Minds ( IOM Series:Book 1) (Completed)

Sorry (Bay)

*Edited*

Me and Rocky are sitting on the couch and I just got a text from Ryan.

[Ryan: Hey I know that you're super mad at me and you have every right to be, and you probably hate me but can we talk]

[Bay (me): I don't hate you, I could never hate you but when we talked last time I said some stuff I didn't mean so I'm sorry about that, anyways what do you want]

[Ryan: I just wanna talk, say I'm sorry to you and Audrey, can you come outside I'm at your house, this is something I want to do in person]

I'll admit that I didn't really feel like talking to him right now but he's still my friend so I grabbed my coat and headed to the door. "Hey Rocky I'll be back, I'm going outside to talk to Ryan, he wants to apologize" I said.

"Okay well be careful, because I don't trust that guy" Rocky said.

"Yeah I don't really think I trust him that much either anymore, but he's my friend and lately we've just been arguing so I'm gonna try to fix that" I said and with that I left.

"Bay, I'm so sorry for everything that happened and if she would give me the chance, I'd really like to apologize to Audrey too, can you tell her that..  Though that isn't the only reason why I came here. I came to apologize to you" Ryan told me.

"I forgive you, but Ryan you really gotta stop disappointing us. Also I'm sorry that I made you feel like I hate you because I don't and Audrey told me you were cutting.. I'm really sorry if that was because of what I said, I didn't mean it.. please don't harm yourself anymore, you know how upset and worried about you we get when you start self harming" I told him with tears in my eyes.

"Okay, I'll try not to cut, but I need you and Audrey to be there for me" he said.

"Ryan, you know we could never hate you but I do have a question.. Why would you kiss Audrey when you know she's dating Riker and besides you're with Emma.. Speaking of Emma, Ryan how could you?" I asked. "You know how much hell her and her friends put us through in eighth grade, Emma is a B*tch.. You really disappointed me when I saw you with her.." I told him honestly, he would always disappoint me in eighth grade and that's what hurt so much, he broke Audrey's heart and disappointed me.

"It kills me that Aud is with Riker but I know it's all my fault and that kills me, but I love Audrey more than anything in the world, more than Emma, but I can't be with her.. I'm sorry for disappointing you, I know that I have done that way too much" he asked.

"Well thank you, but you really need to apologize to Audrey because you hurt her the most and you caused problems in her and Riker's relationship. Aud is like a sister to me so if you hurt her I'm gonna be mad at you too, I thought you cared about her" I told him.

"And also when you hurt her, it makes me think that if you don't even care about then why would you care about the rest of your friends and that our friendship could be a total lie" I told him sincerely.

"I do care! I never stopped caring.. I guess I've just been kinda dumb lately. I shouldn't take you guys for granted. So I'm really sorry, and the friendship was not a lie. I care about you and Audrey a lot and I'm really sorry that I hurt you guys" he said as he was about to hug me when Rocky came outside pick up the mail.

"Rocky you don't need to check up on us okay, just leave us alone we're trying to talk this is a private conversation" Ryan which I could tell really angered Rocky.

"I wasn't checking up on you guys, I don't need to. You need to leave my Audrey and my brother's relationship alone, because he's really happy and I am not gonna let you ruin that" Rocky said Ryan pushed him and Rocky pushed him back and then they started fighting.

"Guys stop, this is ridiculous! Rocky he's not worth it" I said trying to push them off of each other... "Ryan you should go" I told him and he left.

Okay so that was the next chapter  hope you all liked it, I'm sorry Aud and I have been really busy so I couldn't update, but wow that was pretty intense moment, love you Bayans!!!!!!!!