In Our Crazy Minds ( IOM Series:Book 1) (Completed)

Cutting Again? {Audrey}

*Edited*

Hey Guys!!! It's Audrey and now it's the next morning after Bay yells at Ryan!! Go Bay! Let the words be read. [too corny?]

http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=183275280  [LINK OF AUDREYS OUTFIT]

 http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=183287380  [LINK OF BAYS OUTFIT]

I woke finding myself in Riker's arms. I look down and see I'm fully clothed, 'Oh thank God' I mummer to myself. I slip out of Riker's arm to go take a shower. After I get out of the shower I put on some clothes. [CLICK THE LINK NOW]. I grab my keys and write Riker a note saying 'I'm going shopping and having lunch with Bay and Rocky and that he's welcome to join us at 1pm at 5 Guys'. Then I get in my car and drive to my favorite fruit stand to get an apple and some watermelon for Riker to bring to the house.

"Audrey" I hear. I turn around and see Ryan.

"Ohh hey Ryan, whats up" I say and hug him but he pushes me away from him.

"I'm sorry Audrey, for everything, I disappointed you and Bay way too many times, especially you Audrey and I truly am sorry" he says but he holds his wrist like he's hiding something from me..

"Ryan let me see your wrist" I say as I reach my hand out. He jerks his arm away but I grab his it anyways and he can't hit me because were in public. I flip his arm to his wrist and take all the chunky bracelets off, even the one that I got him that says 'I like you'.

I finally remove the last one and see 3 marks that look like he cut last night. "Ryan how could you" I say with tears in my eyes.

"I lost you and I lost Bay" he says looking into my eyes, his deep dark brown eyes looked glassy.

"Ry come here" I say and hug him tight. "Are you carrying any blades on you right now" I ask him.

"Seven in my right pocket, and one in my mouth" he tells me.

"Just like 8th grade all over again" I say looking down.

He lifts my face up and kisses me I jump back. I payed for the watermelon and apple and jump in my car. It's twelve forty-five, I need to get to 5 Guys. As I drive there and question myself on the way there. Why did he kiss me? I don't even love him, I love Riker. Do I love Riker? Of course you love Riker, Audrey. But what about Ryan? I need to call Bay. I grab my phone out at a red light and call Bay putting her on speaker phone and setting it down.

As the light turns green, she picks up the phone.

"Hey Aud, is everything okay, it's one fifteen" Bay says.

"Yeah I'm pulling in right now, meet me in the bathroom, I need to tell you something" I say.

"Okay I see your car I'll see you in the bathroom" she replies.

"Okay bye" I say and then I hang up and parked my car. I get out of my  car and see Riker. "Hey Riker, Hey Rocky" I say and peck Riker's lips. I pulled away and excuse myself to the bathroom. "Bay?" I call.

"Over here" she says.

"Bay you're gonna hate Ryan even more" I told her

"What did he do" she asks nervously.

"Well first, he's cutting again, seven blades in his pocket and one in his mouth. Also when I bumped into him at the fruit stand, he kissed me" I say.

"What the f*ck, he's doing the same thing again, he's so annoying" Bay says.

"I agree" I say and we giggle.

"Oh I saw you peck Riker's lips before you came to the bathroom" Bay says.

"Yeah I think he and I are an item now" I say.

"Aww Audrey I'm so happy for you, I've totally been shipping it for awhile now" Bay says.

"Seriously?! Bay what's the ship name" I ask her.

"I actually have two" Bay says.

"Ohh let's hear them" I say.

"Okay the first one's Rikrey and the second one's Audker" she says.

"AWWWW, I love the ship names" I say and we both smile

"I do too, now let's get back to the guys" she said.

"Oh hey girls, we were getting worried about you two" Rocky says.

"Ohh come on Roc, I know you were worried about Bay, you can just say it" I tease him.

"Shut up Rory, I know that you drool when Riker is around and  isn't looking at you" Rocky says.

I put up my hand to cover mouth to hide it from Riker.

"Rocky that was supposed to be our secret" I whisper a little loud.
Then all of us laugh and Riker puts his arm around me as I lay onto his shoulder. Bay gets my attention and she makes an R in sign language and the cut sign. "He's here" I ask in a whisper. "Hide me Riker" I say as she nods 'yes' and Riker hides me. Soon I hear Ryan come up to the table.

"Hey guys, where's Audrey" he asks.

"She went to meet Rydel at the mall" Riker says.

"Do you know which mall" Ryan asks.

"Why do you care you broke her heart" Rocky says.

"Rocky that has nothing to do with you and I care because I'm in love with her" he says.

"Yeah because love means disappointing those who love you" Riker says taking a sip of his drink. Riker slips his hand under the table to hold my hand I kiss his hand and let go of his hand.

"What... how'd you know, you don't what love is" Ryan says to Riker and I rub Riker's leg telling him to calm down.

"At least I don't disappoint everyone that loves me" he says.

"Take that back blondie" Ryan says.

"I can't and aren't you talking to yourself blondie" Riker says making me smile because I can picture how mad Ryan is.

"Well you still don't know what love is" Ryan says again.

"Actually Ryan, I do.. it's when your always there for someone, someone who would NEVER on PURPOSE hurt them, and is there 24/7" Riker says.

"Shut up" Ryan replies.

"You know what Audrey was right about you, you are an idiot" Riker says.

"How'd you know" Ryan says.

"I'm always there to fix her broken heart, after your stupid ass messed with it, see that's what a real friend does when they see each other cry, they actually ask each other if they're okay, and they tell each other they love each other because they're with them all the time, and because I love Audrey with all my heart, not like your dark empty soul" Riker says.

I hear Ryan storm out of the restaurant and I get back in my chair from under the table. I kiss Riker and pull away as he wraps his arm around me and I lay my head on his shoulder and smile.

'I love you' I text him. He looks at his phone and replies. 'I love you more Auds' he texted. I smile and look down.

Next part if for Bay!

Love you Auday's

-Audrey