All I wanted was for someone I could tell anything too. If I had a theory late at night or at school I could tell him all about it.
We call every night, sometimes Skype, message every day.
But how can two people who have never met be so in love?
I don't know.
I worry and stress that he won't be able to deal with distance or that he'll find someone closer or something will happen to him and I won't be there.
We both have crazy mental issues and panic attacks and you know what's worse then when something happens and you panic about it? When you both do, at the same time.
It's not his fault, it's not my fault. But I'm so in love with him I miss him. How can you miss something that's always there and I can call and text and make sure he's okay but I worry and struggle and my heart is in constant ache.
I guess it's life, or somewhat.
Not everyone meets online and not everyone falls so in love in this time but I feel were the exception. He's my exception, and I'm so in love with my exception that it's killing me.
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PoesiaI'm depressed and my heads cluttered with so many words and thoughts, but i wouldn't simply know how to 'describe' this writing article. Simply, its just me writing out my thoughts and feeling whilst being in the mist of depression. **trigger warni...
