A Little More Love (Austin Mahone fantic)

A Picture

A Picture

**Austin's POV**

"I'm sorry that I don't remember you, Austin." Lilly said wiping away my tears.

"What about this?" I asked, putting the journal in her hands.

"My journal." She whispered.

"I thought maybe this would help." I said, forcing a smile on my face.

She opened the journal looking at the first page. Her eyes meet mine again.

"Why don't you get some rest Austin. You can stay here. I like having you around. You seem really nice." Lilly smiled.

I nodded and wondered over to the couch by the window. Falling onto my side, my eyes shut and I was taken away with sleep.

**Lilly's POV**

Austin fell down on the couch and fell asleep. I looked back down at my journal. Maybe this will help. I wrote in this journal for a while, maybe it will help me understand better what my friendship with Austin was like.

May 22, 2007

Today I was taken away from the abuse and hurt, anger that came from my dad. I had been cutting lately I know I'm only 10 but it's the only way I can get the pain away that satisfies.

Austin is a great friend, never thought he would understand me. But I guess he does. He really shows me what I can be other than crap, worthlessness, and useless.

Austin is giving my life a second chance and I can't believe I have someone like him that cares about me. Maybe this is what I'm good for, making people feel sorry and regret what has happened to me. They want to make me see the world the way they do but I only see a burning hell.

I may never see it the way they want only the way my dad showed me.

Lilly

I turned a few pages till I reached another year.

June 2, 2008

Austin is like my brother but way more protective. I've learned to trust him and I can't believe that he's so kind and trustworthy.

I have my own room and Austin finally has is own room back. It was nice of him to share his for almost a year and with a girl. No guy would do that and not be gross and sexual about that.

Alex, one of Austin's friends came over today. He's really nice. He was maybe a good inch or two taller than Austin with brown hair and golden brown eyes. I kind of like him, but who couldn't with those eyes. I think Austin was a little jealous that I warmed up to Alex so quickly. I'm just trying to put my past behind me and see something new that is gonna be my life.

Austin was singing in the shower today. I can't get his amazing voice out of my head. I know I talk about Austin a lot but he's the closetest thing to family I have and I'm not gonna give him up without a fight.

I shought my journal closed after reading some of the most resent ones. Austin was always there. No matter what, even when Alex one of his best friends kissed me a while back. Maybe if I really tried I could start remembeing my past. The last thing I really remember was a girl with blonde hir and blue eyes that showed anger punching me in the face. Maybe that's what happened.

I got up from my spot on the bed. I no longer had tubes or wires on me they just keep making sure that I didn't have any head injurys.

"Austin?" I asked, shacking his shoulder.

He made a little bit of movement but was still alseep. I said his name again. A smile spread wide across his face, but his eyes remend closed. Arms wrapped around my waist and I was slammed against Austin's body. My eyes went wide.

"Austin?" I asked again, searching his face for anything I might remember.

"Lilly?" He said my name so angel like I blushed when I relieased I was on top of him.

"Um, I think I'm starting to remember some stuff but I wanna know if I was right." I said queitly, trying to get off Austin but his arms held me in place.

"Okay, so what do you want to know?"

"Who's the blonde that punched me in the face, that's the last thing I remember, well before it only goes to my past." I said trying to explain that I remembered the blonde but Austin was just a friend then, from the way it sounded is that we were dating at the time of the accident.

"Her name is Hannah, she's sisters with a girl I once dating that didn't like you so much." Austin said.

I wiggled out of Austin's arms and sat next to him, folding my legs Indian style, facing Austin. He did the same but took my hands in his. I liked the feeling Austin gave me when he held my hands.

"Do you remember when I kissed you, for the first time?" He asked, I could feel his gaze on my lips.

"No." I answered then I turned my head away from looking at him, "But would you show me, Just so maybe I will remember?"

"Well, you sould be able to leave soon to go home, so I'll show you then. Let me go get the doctor to check on you so that we can go home. If you want you can get ready to go, make sure you have all your things." And with that he walked out of my hospital room and I went to my bag and made sure that everything Michelle had brought me was placed neatly back in the bag.

Austin came back in with the doctor, who examined me again for the tenth time I've been here and said that I was okay to go as long I took an easy for the next few days. Making sure that if I felt dizzy or light headed to see a doctor. I nodded and me and Austin made our way to the exit.

"My car is this way." Austin took my hand and my bag leading the way to his car.

I followed behind him like a lost puppy. People awed in the parking lot, which I didn't really understand because me and Austin were just friends till I got my memory back. Austin unlocked, what I'm guessing was his car. It was red and rang rover. I remember reading something in my journal that said Austin loved the color red. Obessly.

He held the passenger door open. I hopped into the high seat with a little bit of Austin's help. He got in after throwing our bags in the back seat. There was silents as he drove. It felt awkward and I wasn't too sure on what to say to him. Ireally had no idea.

Soon enough I just ended up looking out the window. Something brused my hand and I looked over to see that Austin's hand was covering my hand. Austin looked away from the rode for a second to smile at me before turning back to the rode. I felt a smile slowly spread across my face.

"Here we are." Austin said, finally braking the silents.

We pulled into the drive in front of the house as I remembered as home. I didn't notce Austin was holding open my door till he cleared his throat. He grabbed my waist and carried me brital style into the house, setting me to my feet just inside the door way.

Michelle ran up to me and pulled me into a hug. I took in her features and noticed that she looked like she hadn't sleep in days. I gave her a fake smile, then turned to look around the room. Austin slipped past me, grabbing my hand and pulling me up the stairs.

He pulled me into a room that I remembered as his room. I looked around at the new things that wasn't as I remembered being in his room. The photos of us were back in their places. I felt a warm feeling spread through my body as looked at the pictures.

Arms wrapped around my waist from behind and spun me around, laying down on the bed, leaning over me. His face came closer to mine and I fluttered my eyes closed. Warm lips meet mine.

Austin pulled his head away from mine and looked down at me. I wrapped my arms around his neck.

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This chapter will continue but, what happens because of her kiss, my way of keeping you on your toes. lol Wait till you read the next chapter.