Lost Before it Could Begin

Chapter 6

As we were driving back to my place, i couldn't help but still glances at him. He is soo damn sweet.. I love being with him, i can be myself. I glanced over at him and this time he saw me. I giggled and he grabbed my hand and kissed it. Of course i could feel the heat in my cheeks, and he touched it where i blushed, " I really missed you Autumn" I smiled, "Me too" We pulled into the driveway and he walked over to my side of the car to open the door,"After you" I jumped out and lead the way to the house. I took my key out of my back pocket and unlocked the door. "What exactly are we going to be doing" He asked as we walked into the house, "Well i thought we could watch a movie or something" i said.

He looked at me with a smirk,"Or something. Meaning sex?" i rolled my eyes,"No pervert, something meaning kissing" i said hopefully. He chuckled, "I must be a good kisser then huh?" i smirked and waggled my eyebrows at him,"I've had better" He narrowed his eyes at me, and i hit his chest, "I'm just kidding Ryan. i kissed him softly so he would forgive me. Are you hungry? i asked. He kissed the top of my head, "I guess so." he said. I went into the kitchen, i looked in the cabinet for something to cook. Nothing, so i looked into the fridge until i heard a low whistle, "Damn girl !" he said smirking. "Are you hungry or not, because i won't make you anything if you keep staring at my ass" i complained.

He laughed, "Okay okay, im sorry."  "That's better, so what do you want. You can come look in here and I'll make it" i told him. "what about grilled cheese" he asked. "Out of all the things in this house i could fix, you want grilled cheese" i said smiling. "You may not be able to cook" he taunted. I laughed. I got all the ingredients for his grilled cheese, i grabbed a pan from under the counter, and some butter. I spread butter in the pan, and let it heat up. I place 4 slices of bread on the counter and got 4 pieces of cheese. 2 pieces of cheese on one slice of bread then covered it with the other slice. I cooked them, while he looked at movies. When they were done i poured him a glass of lemonade and gave him both sandwiches. "Here, eat up" I said as i handed him the plate and glass. I went into the kitchen and made me some captain crunch cereal. And came out. "How is it" i asked while taking a spoonful of cereal.  He laughed, "Not that bad i guess. Why are you eating cereal?" he asked confused "Because i didn't want a sandwich." i exclaimed.

"I thought we could watch superman returns" he said, i looked at him suspiciously,"You don't even like superman" i said honestly. "Neither do you, but who's gonna be watching the movie anyways" He said making kissy lips. I laughed. "Fine" i said narrowing my eyes. i finished my cereal, "Hey, im gonna go change into something more comfortable, put your dishes in the sink and I'll wash them when i get back" I explained. "Yea, sure" He said. I walked upstairs to my room, i grabbed a pair of sweats and a sleeping shirt. I took off my shorts, and shirt, and ran to the bathroom. "Gotta go gotta go gotta go right now" i sang. I really had to go pee. I washed my hands when i was done and went to change clothes. I grabbed a pair of neon green socks, and put them on my feet. I walked downstairs and saw Ryan washing the dishes. I went behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist, and he turned around and kissed me, i instantly begin to move my lips in synchronization, he picked me up and set me on the counter but didn't break the kiss not once. He stood between my legs and but his hand on the small of my back pulling me closer to him. There was no space between us, but i also didn't want there to be. He broke the kiss, we were breathing in pants, but i smiled at him and  he smiled back.

"Shall we watch the movie" i said. He pulled me off of the counter and we walked to the couch where the movie was already in the DVD player. We skipped to the menu and played the movie. I sat in his lap and snuggled myself into his neck inhaling his scent.  He smelled like lavendar . He watched the movie for about 10 mins until i started kissing his cheek moving down under his ear,  i felt his jaw tighten and so i moved to his neck, and then to his collar bone and to his lips. He led the kiss, it was so passionate. He swished his tongue across my lip and i opened my mouth eagerly. I wanted to taste him, i massaged his tongue with mine and he began to put his hand under my shirt playing with my piercing. "I thought you didn't like it" i said breaking the kiss. "I don't like piercings,  i didn't say i didn't like them on you" He said putting his lips back against mine. He moved his hands up towards my breast and i felt him moan into my mouth. I could feel him under me, it was thumping against my ass, i put my hand under my ass, and begin to rub him. He moaned again, and tightened his grip on my waist. I smiled, i begin to rub it more intense this time and he got really hard and i could feel it on me now. He began to kiss my neck and he bit me gently. I moaned and he went down onto my collar bone licking me. I smiled, and he put his hands on my breasts and begin to rub them, i put my lips to his, eager for his taste. He shoved his tongue into my mouth not waiting for me, i guess he was eager as well. I massaged his tongue with mine and gently bit it and he moaned into my mouth. I felt his penis hit my ass, and although i didn't want to i knew we had to stop. "Down boy" i said as i got off of his lap and sat beside him. He smirked, "You know you liked it" I giggled. "Even if that is so, we have to stop. My grandparents will be here in an hour, we don't want to leave any signs, i said looking at his boner stay for dinner?" i said giving my begging face. He kissed my lip that was poking out, "Anything for you princess" I smiled. I liked this nickname better, cutie was for a 5year old.

I smiled and kissed him back gently but passionately. I grabbed his hand and interlaced our fingers together. He smiled, and i snuggled up against his chest. I was getting kind of cold, i felt so comfortable i didn't want to get up. I got up,"Where are you going" he asked as i was walking into the hallway. "I'm cold i called over my shoulder" I grabbed a comforter out of the closet and walked back into the living room. He had pulled the bed out of the couch and his shoes were off. "What, are you moving in too" I teased. He chuckled "I thought you would like to lay down. You look kind of tired" And to reassure him i yawned. Dang it! i was holding that it in. "Come on lay down" he said patting the spot he wanted me to lay. I walked over and got into the bed and spread the big comforter out so he could get some cover. He pulled me against his chest, which was bare. "Where's your shirt" i asked. "I took it off, you said you were cold so my body heat will help under the cover" he explained. "That better be the only thing helping" i said teasingly, and he blushed. I giggled at his face. We layed facing each other and i kissed him, he instantly took over the kiss, and he licked my lip for access, i opened my mouth and i was so happy i could taste him again. It wasn't like any kiss I've had before. At least not with him, because with him, each kiss got better. He broke the kiss and kissed my head, "get some sleep love"i smiled at word love. So does that means he loves me? Autumn don't do this to yourself. I closed my eyes and he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer to him so that my face was on his chest. I smiled and drifted off. I heard the door unlock which woke me up. I kept my eyes closed, not wanting to wake up. I felt soo comfortable, Ryan's hands wrapped around me, we were so closed, i loved it.

Grams woke me up and i looked at the clock. It was 5:33pm. "How was your day" i asked them still tired. Gramps answered, "It was great we enjoyed talking with our friends. I would ask you the same thing although it looks like you kids had fun" I blushed and turned my head laughing quietly. "Yea, we had fun gramps. We went bowling, had lunch here, and kissed and watched superman" i said. "So you guys do kiss" Gramps said with a grin on his face. "You already knew that" i said giggling. "What do you want for dinner" Grams asked. "I don't care, but Ryan is eating dinner with us is that okay? i asked pleadingly. "Thats fine sweetie" Grams said. I smiled and woke Ryan up, he woke up smiling at me. I smiled back at him, "Love birds" Gramps said as he walked to his rocking chair Ryan blushed, "He knows Ryan, and hes okay with that" I said reassuring him. "Yea Ryan, i thought you were all innocent, i guess not anymore huh?" Gramps said teasingly. "  Ryan laughed, "No, Sir. It's not like that" Ryan said quickly. "Leave them two alone Phil" Grams called from out of the kitchen. And i stuck my tongue out at him and laughed. "Come on, lets fix the couch and go on the swing" We put the couch back in and put all the pillows up. When we were done, Gramps threw Ryan his shirt and laughed. Ryan blushed of embarrassment. I took his hand and walked outside onto he porch swing.