Lost Before it Could Begin

Chapter 7

We sat there swinging on the porch swing, it was silence, it wasn't an awkward silence, we were just enjoying being outside. It felt great out, i got up heading for the front door "I'll be back, im gonna go get my ipod and my book" i said casually, "Yea sure" he said smiling at me, i returned the smile and went inside. "Dinner will be done soon. I made tacos, is that all right?" i heard Grams call from the kitchen, "Fine grams" i called yelling loud enough for her to hear me. I grabbed my poetry book and ipod and skipped outside. I sat on the swing beside Ryan and gave him my ipod. "Look through it and pick a song" i said. "Are you about to write something" He asked, I nodded my head. he looked through my ipod and begin to smile. I looked at him curiously, then i heard Bubbly by Colbie Caillat I started to laugh, "Really?" He smiled, "Really, Really. Now write" He smiled and i did, i had my legs up against my chest tapping my foot onto the swing and writing. I was writing and i was at ease. Writing is my passion. I could feel him staring at me , so i took little glances smiling at him. He had his arm around me waiting until I finished writing. I looked at him and smiled, "finished." i said. "Can i hear it?" He asked. I read aloud:

I'll Be The Strange Girl That States Her Opinions Too Much; The Quiet Girl Thats Always Late Cause She's Never In A Rush; The Ambitious Girl Thats Bound To Go Far; The Girl That You Barely Know But Her Mind Resides In The Stars; I'll Be The Girl That Sounds Too Wise For Only Being Sixteen; I'll Be The Girl Thats Not Scared To Chase After Her Dreams; I'll Be The Girl That Questions You And Dares You To Wonder; I'll Be The Girl That Stands And Unites Her Sisters And Her Brothers; I'll Be The Girl With The Glasses && Twisted Curls In Her Hair; I'll Be The Whisper Telling You Your Not Alone When You Think No Ones There; I'll Be The Arms That Hold You All Through The Night; Letting You Know Everythings Gonna Be Alright; And I'll Be Who I Am For The Rest Of My Life; But I'd Rather Be The Girl That Made You Question And Think Twice;

I finished that last sentence and i know i was blushing because he touched my burning red cheek, "You can be her" he whispered in my ear. "Who said this was about you" i said teasingly. He was about to tickle me but i danced off of the porch giggling.  He got up jumping over the 3 steps, and i ran around the front of his truck. He stood there at the back challenging me to move. I laughed at him. He ran full speed and i had no where to run, so i jumped in his front seat, and locked the drivers door. I couldn't see him anymore because he ducked down, and then i heard the passenger door open, and i knew i was trapped. He laughed because he knew i was stuck and he crawled over to me and begin to tickle me until i yelled "I have to go pee" i couldn't get the words out all at once because of my laughter "How do i know you're not lying" he asked. "You'll know whether or not i was lying when i pee on you" i said hoping he'd let go. I laughed "Ryan, i have to go"  i said "Say the magic words and I'll let you go" he taunted.  "Okay,you win, you win" I said in between laughs, he let go and i closed my eyes and stuck my tongue out at him, and he was soo close that he touched his tounge with mine. I giggled and he kissed me, i massaged my tounge with his and i placed my hands in his hair so he couldn't break the kiss. I fell back and he was on top of me. I opened my eyes to find his open as well, he had an amused expression on his face, and i couldn't help but have the same. My eyes bored into his, it was like i saw all they way into his soul. I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck and hie kissed me even more harder now, i moaned into his mouth. Our breathing growing heavy, and like expected he broke this kiss and stared into my eyes. He smirked, "Myabe next time you can moan my name instead" He said waggling his eyebrows at me. I blushed," Pervert" I said giggling as i got out of the car.

"Come on Ryan, lets go eat dinner" i yelled over my shoulder. He jogged up beside me. "What are we having" he asked I smiled, "you would know if my lips weren't so busy a few mins ago" i said teasingly. He picked me up and turned us around in a circle. "Put me down" i said giggling "And miss the threshold? i think not"  "I'm sure my Gramps would have something up his sleeves if he sees this" He put me down and chuckled. I held his hand interlacing our fingers together, and walked inside.

 Hope you all like this chapter and the poem that came with. Uhm, Any time Autumn grabs her book, you'll be able to see what she writes. It's a part of her. Well, anyways

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-MICHELLE