bay and emmett // end of our teenage dream

chapter 10 ;i want my baby

Bay ;signs ;I want my baby girl I want to bring her home Emmett help me

Emmett ;signs ;I know you do but she has to get better

Bay ;cries and signs ;I don’t care about the nursery I want to see my baby daughter Emmett help me please help me

Emmett ;signs ;I know you want her but she has to get better alright

Bay falls down on the pillow and begins to sob

Emmett ;signs ;I love you and bay-lee so much you’re my babies she’s going to be okay

Bay ;cries ;I want my daughter please lord give me my daughter I want to hold her I haven’t even got to kiss her or touch her

Emmett ;signs ;she’s just 4 days old

Bay ;cries ;just go leave now you don’t give a crap

Emmett ;signs ;I do but what can we do bay she’s in the hospital what you want to take her home and have her stop breathing we don’t even know how to feed her

Bay ;signs ;I don’t care about that all I want is to have my baby daughter in my arms Emmett crap don’t u get that you don’t give a crap do u go leave

Emmett ;signs and cries ;I am sorry I love you but if we bring our daughter home it’s putting her in danger we need to wait till she’s ready and that won’t be long okay sweetie I know I love my daughter I care I just care in a different way you are focusing on holding her and I am thinking about all the care she will need

Bay ;signs ;you don’t want to care for our daughter

Emmett ;signs ;I do bay but this is a new adventure for us another hurdle for us to get through we have never went through medical stuff yes I was in a wheel chair when I first came home but I wasn’t on oxygen or a feeding tube I am afraid of it scares me to death of course I will try my best but you have to get that I don’t know medical stuff

Melody walks in

Melody ;signs ;how are you two Kathryn’s working on some blog stuff so she texted me to help u go home are okay bay

Bay ;cries and signs ;I feel like Emmett doesn’t want to care for are child he is thinking about the medical stuff

Melody ;signs ;well bay that is a lot to take in the medical stuff is a lot okay

Bay ;cries and signs ;but I don’t care I just want to hold her

Melody ;signs ;I know your thinking about cuddling and holding and kissing but right now she is fighting for her life and will go through a lot in the next year you will get those cuddles and kisses but not right now I can’t tell you Kathryn can’t tell you john can’t regina can’t or your dad etheir we have never been through this

Bay ;signs and cries ;melody okay you don’t have throw it back in my face alright I want my daughter cries and yells ;I want my daughter understand that

Emmett ;signs ;I want her too I can’t stand seeing you like this it’s worse than when you where in labor

Bay ;cries ;I can’t help it Emmett please

Emmett rubs her back and kisses her

Bay ;cries and signs ;I love you are u scared

Emmett ;signs ;very I just stared at our daughter for 5 mintues and all those machines didn’t matter to me

Bay ;cries ;they don’t matter to me I just want to hold her

Melody ;signs ;that’s your daughter of course you would can I see her huh

Bay ;cries and signs ;she has my hair melody

Melody ;smiles and signs ;that’s alright

They all go to the NICU

Bay ;there she is

　

　

　

　

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