The Trade

Alright.

Railin

"So your first pappy's day.. how do you feel?" I asked Reed over the phone

"It's not real yet, ya know? I need her here" he laughed

"I understand what you mean" I laughed back

"Where's Rod? Tell him I said happy father's day, and let him know I truly appreciate him being there for you KayKay and Jojo." He said sincerely

"I surely will let him know that when he get's out of the shower"

"I been meaning to have Koi ask you, but I guess I can, why don't yall just move in together?"

"We uh, well I don't know, we haven't really talked about that just yet, it wouldn't be a bad idea though"

"It'd be a great idea, so I know someone will be there 24/7 to protect y'all"

"Yeah, I know what you mean" I sighed

"I know you all grown and shit now, but I do want you to know you're always gonna be our Baby, and no matter how upset we may be with you, we love you and we're always gonna protect you Railin.I mean that"

"Chill Reed, you gone make me cry" I laughed, half serious

"Im serious Rai, I love you , Ric loves you, Rais loves you, Rhett loves you, and Rance loves you"

"I love you too Baby" Koia said in the background

"Koi, Asia, Mel, and even Anjol loves you too" he laughed

"Speaking of Anjol, Rhett told me she might be preggo?" I asked

"Hell she might be, I think Mel might be too. She's been hella moody" Koia said

"Im on speaker?" I laughed

"yeah, but we just got to Rais's you still comn' over later?" Reed asked

"Yeah, but not for long. Rod and I are going out"

"Where you leaving the babies?" Koia asked

"I was hoping I could leave them with their aunt and uncle...." I smiled

"You know you can.." Koia said

"Okay well I'll see y'all in a few" I hung up as Rod came out of the bathroom

"Reed told me to tell you Happy Pappy's day" I said laying on the bed

"Same to him" he smiled drying himself off

"He also suggested we move in together..." I smiled

"Oh yeah? I was talking to my aunt about that last night, she don't think it'll be a bad idea either" he sad as he pulled on his jeans

"Well what do you think we should do?"  he asked looking at me

"Lets do it!" I smiled

"You sure ?" he asked hovering over me, which made me kind of nervous

"Y-yeah" I answered quietly

"..Chill Rai" he said trying to calm me down, caressing my cheek

"Im trying"  I sighed

As I said that he stood

"Go take a shower , I'll get Kay ready" he said walking out of the room

The last thing I want to do is drive someone who makes me happy away, and that's what I feel like Im doing. I know it's hard dealing with me and all my baggage but now this? Im sure this is hard for him, and I want nothing more than for me to be comfortable under him again.