Never forget that I love you

ΧVIII

Maya woke up with a huge smile on her face.Nathaniel was playing with her hair.Maya smiled at him.Nathaniel was so calm,knowing that she is with him,safe and away from dangers.
"Good morning my angel..."Maya said.
"Good morning,sweetheart"Nathaniel said and kissed her.They were taken over by the moment.They were back together.Nathaniel was kissing her everywhere.He was kissing all over her body.Maya forgot every thought that was torturing her,everything that had happened the previous days.Maya was feeling an unexplained excitement, a passionate love.
"Oh,Maya,I love you..."Nathaniel whispered and kissed her neck.
Their faces were so close together.Maya could feel his breath.
"I love you too..."Maya said to him and kissed him.
Nathaniel lay on the other side of the bed.
"Let's go outside..."

They were walking across a lake.
The sun was a little bit cloudy,but finally the sun came out.
"I really like that place..."Maya admitted.
They were holding each other's hand.
"You know that we should go back sometime..."Nathaniel said.
Maya was shaking at the thought of going back to her father.
"I can't go back to my father and school...After everything that happened"Maya said to him melancolically.
Nathaniel hugged her.
"All right.We will find a way..."Nathaniel said."Hey!What about going to live in my house?The abandonned tower..."
He said by kissing her hair.
"Mmm...I like it!"Maya said.
"What are you going to do with your studies?"Nathaniel asked.
"I don't know.We will see..."
Her phone rang.It was Shelby.Maya didn't want to pick it up,but Nathaniel was sure that the phone call was important.
Maya picked it up.
"It is not the right time,Shelby..."Maya warned her.In her heart,there was anger.Only anger for Shelby.
"Look.It is about your father.He suicided..."
Maya was shocked.Her dad...suicided?
Maya didn't want to believe that.
"What?No way!"
Yes,Maya.He killed himself with a gun...They found him dead in your house this morning.You gotta go back.I don't know where you are,but you need to come back..."
"Okay.Okay.I am coming home immediately"Maya said.
"Maya..."
Maya closed the phone.
She told everything to Nathaniel.And then she collapsed.

In her house,policemen investigated her dad's death.They wanted to be 100% sure that it was just a suicide and not a murder.
A policeman showed to them her father's corpse.Finally,they came up to the conclusion that it was a suicide,because they had found a goodbye letter.

Dearest Maya,

In case you find that letter,bear in mind that I am not alive.I think it is better for everyone,especially for you to be dead.I was treating you badly.After your mom's death,I lost myself.And I lost you.But,I had never ever lost my love for you.You will ask yourself:How could this man feel love for his own child,by behaving like a jerk?
Well,you were the only thing that was keeping me alive.Believe it.The night,I was violent,I was so shocked about what you had done to your school.I realize that it was my fault...Indeed.I don't deserve you.I was never your perfect father.But,I hope you can forgive me...So that I can leave from this world in peace.I decided to do something good for you.To die.Because only then,you will be free.I don't want you to waste even a tear for me.I want you to fulfil your dream.To be a doctor.To save lifes...
I hope one day you will forgive me...for each horrible thing I had done to you.

Goodbye Maya
Your father