I was possessed by him, but I chose to love him Crowley X reader

Chapter three

"And you're going to get her out of it."

"Wouldn't it be easier just to let her go and let her live her life?" Sam said.

"Yes wouldn't that work much better than letting her tag along?"

"You said you needed me for leverage, and now you wanna get rid of me just because I'm slightly anxious? I haven't had emotions so to say and now I have them sorry for being human." I scoffed.

"See leverage, you do need her some memories may come back to her from when she was around Crowley and she could tell you, don't forget why does Crowley just keep popping up?" Bobby shook his head tired of arguing. "You're still working her case you can't just drop it because you want to, besides her nerves may wear off."

"Thank you." I shouted they looked at me. "What? It feels good to have someone take your side when you can't even remember the last time it happened."

"Dean our argument is going to be invalid , anything we say isn't going to change a thing."

Dean sighed very loudly. "Fine." He pouted like a child and got up, "Let's get going then."

Sam and Dean left, my guess is to pack a few things. I had nothing to pack so I just went outside. Sitting on the steps, I forgot what it felt like to want to cry, and to actually cry, My eyes blurred and I blinked my tears away, rubbing away any salty tears that fell. I had no reason to cry I just simply wanted to cry was all. I sighed my voice slightly shaky, I got up and explored a slight more climbing a tree, I sat in the crook of two branches my legs dangling.

"Hello love."

Crowley's voice was in my ear. " Hey Crowley." I sighed.

"Not fun being a human is it?" I could hear the smile in his voice.

"Well everything has it's ups and downs you just gotta make the most of it all." I turned seeing him sitting on a branch slightly higher than mine and turned my body my back resting against a branch.

"So, how is it to feel emotions again?" His eyes sparkled showing actual interest.

"What does it look like? They hit you all at once at first." I wiped one tear that fell.

"Don't cry about it." He caressed my cheek. "It doesn't last, everything gets better eventually." I placed my hand over his.

"I'm going to tell you this and tell you once." Sam's voice was heard in the distance.

"Bye (Y/N)." Crowley left.

"You can't have any type of relations with her." Sam's voice continued.

" Same thing goes for you Sam." I said jumping down from the tree.

"Holy shit!" They whipped around in surprise.

"Sorry." I put my hands up and laughed a little bit.

"How did you even get up there?" Dean asked looking up in the tree.

"Easily, just jump up and hold on to that branch and pull yourself up." I shrugged. "We ready to go?"

"Alright, what happened to you?You were so anxious and now you're the calmest out of the three of us."

"It just happened okay. Can we go?"

"Yeah. Whatever just brush it off." Dean said going over to the driver's side and getting in.

I followed Sam and got in the backseat.

"Almost forgot." Sam said handing me a small bag. "Cas brought this while you were out, said it was for you." I grabbed the bag and looked inside.