I was possessed by him, but I chose to love him Crowley X reader

Chapter 11

I blinked opening my eyes but quickly fell off the bed screaming from pain. "Go, go away!" I cried.

"(Y/N)!" Sam stepped forward I was in my room, heart racing not able to concentrate on anything.

"Go away!" I threw the pillow at them. "I don't want to kill anyone else please." I curled into a ball. "Just go away."

"You have to go to the hospital. Your leg, you have lacerations abrasions and contusions! You may have a concussion!" Dean stepped forward, reaching a hand out.

"No! Leave me to die it's what I deserve! You don't need to die too. Nobody." I cried.

"What is she talking about?" Dean said advancing towards me still.

"She's remembering everything she has memories of."

"Crowley?" I looked up, searching for him, when I finally saw him. I burst into tears again, but happy tears this time. "I didn't know. I didn't know, I'm sorry. I'm sorry." I got up trying to walk I got about two steps till I fell landing on the bed crying, "I'm sorry."

"Love, you have nothing to be sorry for, I'm the one that should be sorry I could've stopped them, but a deal is a deal."

"I wasn't your average deal though, I was different wasn't I?"

"You were very different from anyone else." He sat beside me on the bed. "I knew as soon as I saw you, you just had that special vibe to you." Crowley caressed my cheek. "You wanted to not be caught for your crimes past present or future, you were never caught."

I chuckled at some memories. "When we sealed that deal, I mean we-."

"Okay okay we don't need to know your life story especially those details." Dean said. "But now, we have to get you to the hospital." I coughed removing my hand I saw blood. "Yeah like now." He moved forward to pick me up but I flinched away.

"Let me take care of this squirrel." Crowley swept me off the bed holding me in his arms. "You don't mind this do you?" He asked.

"Why would I mind?" I kissed his cheek. "I'm sorry." I whispered again.

"You don't need to be sorry." He kissed my forehead.

A few days later

"I'm sorry (Y/N), I should've payed more attention, I thought they were going to hold off on the word." Gabriel shook his head, his way of saying sorry was bringing me loads of candy I can probably least half a year on candy alone.

"It's not your fault Gabriel. I promise you I don't blame anyone but Xavier for this he is the one who did this to me." I gestured my leg and ribs. "Don't worry."

"Hey champ!" Dean said walking in with Sam passing me a bottle of water. "How's the broken bones?" He asked.

"Oh you know broken." I shrugged.

"We need to talk." Sam sighed.

"About my memories? Please, just wait till I'm out of here give me time to recover at least."

"Yeah Sammy you always tell me to watch myself time for you to watch yourself. But, we do have to set some more ground rules for when you do come back to the bunker."

"I figured that much, alright name these rules." I smiled. "Let me guess one of them, um when you're gone no one can come over."

"Well certain people can and certain people can't come over, anyone who gets caught and they are a person who can't come over let's just say no candy for two days first offense." Sam said.