I was possessed by him, but I chose to love him Crowley X reader

The last chapter :(

The pain was too much and I went in and out of consciousness. Abaddon just disappeared.

"Stay awake over there." I heard Crowley say. "Keep talking to me don't you pass out on me dammit."

"I'll try not to." I smiled. "I don't think this'll kill me , but it hurts like a bitch that's for sure."

"Well duh, you got shot of course it's gonna hurt." He chuckles.

"It's not like I was a threat to this situation."

I put my hand over the wound on my shoulder, taking it away I saw my hand covered with blood. "Just my luck." I sighed.

"Don't worry, it won't be like that forever. Just sit it out don't you pass out on me."

"I can't guarantee anything." Just as I said that pain surged through my shoulder causing my vision to tunnel.

"Don't you pass out I'll throw this pillow at you, maybe this lamp too."

"Because that'll work." I rolled my eyes "Tell me, did we get into any other fights?"

"Well, the day you had your memory wiped we had a minor confrontation." He sighs sadly. "You were always so stubborn, I knew that after that confrontation you wouldn't listen to me. You didn't, and I have always regretted that fight."

"I-I'm sorry for being so stubborn."

"But being stubborn is a good thing or at least sometimes."

"I don't ever remember being shot, this'll be a story to tell." I smiled coughing the pain in my shoulder resurfaced for a little. " I-I don't know how much longer I can stay awake."

"You can stay awake, you're stubborn remember."

"Yes but... I don't know. I don't think you can be stubborn towards pain." Another surge of pain surged through my shoulder my vision tunneled again and I passed out.

"Dammit." Was the last thing I heard.

An hour of time later

Coming to as I heard a door open.

"What?" I say quietly holding my shoulder, the blood had since dried a slight bit.

"Hello, Dean." I hear Crowley say. "I can take you to Abaddon."

Dean came into my view, that face was of pure destruction all he wanted to do was kill Abaddon.

One of the demons went to attack Dean, Dean killed it with ease. Watching it slump to the floor, he was then thrusted against the wall by a force I only knew was Abaddon.

Coming from the opposite side of the room I hear Abaddon chuckle. "A boy and his blade. Still no match for a queen." The picture he was thrown on to the glass shattered. "First you'll die... painfully. Then Crowley will watch his son and that stubborn bitch die. And then the king will die and the blade destroyed."

I watched this scene intently seeing that Dean had begun to fight this force. Trying harder to keep him at bay to no avail, he fought against the current. Things started falling over and wind was blowing everything around. Dean couldn't fight against it any longer and was thrown back again, the blade slipping from his hand. The blade made it's way back to his hand, falling from the wall he stomped his way to Abaddon stabbing her in the gut. Dean kept stabbing her over and over.

"Dean!" I heard Sam yell. Yelling for Dean to stop, he didn't stop till he was told a second time.

Sam hands Crowley his knife and he starts picking at the bullet. "She even shot you." Sam said moving my hande from my shoulder,

"Well that's what it looks like." I say standing up I fall back onto the sofa.

"You know you could atleast help me with this." Crowley says through gritted teeth.

"Yeah when am I going to get this thing outta my shoulder?" I ask.

"I was thinking of getting Cas to do that, it's probably less painful."

"Crowley we didn't kill you that should be enough help."

"Ow." Crowley pops out the bullet in his shoulder.

They continue talking. "Them's the rules he goes back."

"Can I at least say goodbye?" He asks.

"I want to say goodbye also he may think I'm crazy but, I've come to like the boy."

We get up and go to Gavin. "I'll cheer the day when the last trace of humanity leaves me. Feelings." Crowley emphasizes feelings.

The door closes behind us then they're gone, I'm left here stranded. The brothers open the door. "Dammit Crowley." We all say.

We head back to the bunker. Cas removes the bullet. "Cas." I say quietly.

"Yeah? What is it?"

"Can you, erase my memory or at least make sure I don't remember any of this? Please?" I beg.

"I-I can't do that no." He says quietly.

"Can you at least make it so I never remember your's, Dean's, Sam's, Crowley's, everyone's name and or appearance? I want my old life back."

"You can't go back. Do you remember, you were charged with being insane and murder? You're face is posted everywhere. There's no going back now."