I was possessed by him, but I chose to love him Crowley X reader

chapter 10

-This one WILL be shorter than the other chapters, this chapter is shorter because it's the memories-

Childhood years

October 31st halloween six years old. Costume scare the Hell out of everyone, a bloody nurse outfit, holding a fake heart in one hand and a bag in the other, a doctor's mask covered in thick gooey blood. Just about to make it home, when I got ambushed by some teens they stole my candy, leaving a crying child.

June of the next year, neighbors had a party we're invited. Always calling me small and disturbed, say I needed mental help before I killed someone.

August same year- Climbing a tree with some "friends" when they push me, I fall colliding with the earth breaking a few bones. NEVER TRUST ANYONE!

Two years later. November Thanksgiving dinner with family. They always leave me out, I hear them, what they say, what they want to do, put me in a hospital. It's not going to happen! I'm running away, they won't even look for me anyways

Year later I did run, it's been about six months, I haven't even been mentioned in the news once. I went missing no one seemed to care though, no one ever cared.

Teen years

fourteen years old living off of donations and the amount from job neither is much, I fear everything is getting worse. I just can't take it anymore! People always say Hey let's go pick on the homeless girl who makes it clear that she doesn't want to be bothered! They wouldn't leave me alone, constantly back me into corners, I couldn't take it, I killed each one of them, knowing my mistake I ran from everything I had.

16 years old May, Birthday almost here have to celebrate some way. Can't stop! People always dies, never satisfied! NEED MORE DEATH!

18 years old june. I've been told about this thing by a person they looked handsome, black suit grey tie, somewhere in their fourties, I have to try it , they said it's the only way.

The next day. The same man appeared when I did that ritual. Called himself the king of Hell his name Crowley. Said my life could be fixed perfectly fine, all I had to do was make a deal. My soul, for never being caught for crimes past present or future. A kiss to seal the deal, he told me, one simple kiss wouldn't do any harm. That simple kiss turned into something much more than a kiss quickly.

(Writer: yeah yeah blakkh)

Young adult life

Crowley always pops up, talking to me, he told me what would happen when my ten years would be up didn't surprise me. The king of Hell my ass, he's a demon, demons can't feel shit but it's clear that he feels something, something for me.

Five years to go Crowley has asked me the strangest question he asked me if I'd like to go on a date with him, he's a demon what's going on here? Never been on a date before not sure what's to happen

two years left, Crowley and I seem to be more than friends as of lately, everytime he shows up after I kill someone a smile on his face, lust in his eyes.

I know I don't have long and I've accepted my fate, Crowley sits with me waiting for the hounds of Hell to get me. Just talking aimlessly out of nowhere a kiss finds my lips and he says "I'm sorry I have to do this to you, I love you see you in Hell my dear. Love? What is love?

The dog are barking my eyes filling with tears, Crowley hugs me one last time before I get ripped to shreds. The hounds teeth rip into my flesh, claws making streamers of my skin, I just sit and cry not because of pain but because I found someone I loved and would do anything for an now, I have to give that up. My last words. I love you Crowley. Simple but tough to say.