LOVE IS THERE (BOOK #3 OF THE GILBERT FAMILY)

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Shiloh's Pov

I was on my way over to my best friends house. I need to talk to her about having sex. I know what you all are thinking, 21 years old and never had sex before. Well, I'm a little scared to. I love Benjamin with everything I have, but he know's more about this? He's done it before and I want to make sure he likes what I do to him. Now is the time I wish my mom was still alive. I know I could talk to Leigh Ann about this, but I don't want her to worry about it? She has a lot of her plate, with Brantley, having Open Heart Surgery.  I would talk to Katie about this, but Katie is at work or she is up Seth butt most of the time. I like Seth, but he is Benjamin's best friend after all. This is the only person, I know who I could think of to talk to. She will be honest with me and won't lie to me.  When I got to her place, thank God, her old man was still at work. I got out of my car and walked up to the door and Sophie opened it. 

" Hey girl what are you doing here?" Sophie asked me. She is the closest thing to a sister I have, well beside Katie, but Sophie know's about this more. I hope. 

" I need to talk to you" I said to her. 

"Come on in. Is everything okay?" Sophie asked me. I walked in and saw Ariel and Addison playing in the living room. Poor Billy. All he has is a house full of girls. Hello there dog is a girl as well. 

" Well, yes and no. I need to talk to you?" I told her. 

" Girls, mommy and Aunty Shiloh are going to the kitchen to talk, okay honeys?" Sophie told her 2 4 year old daughter. I hope this new baby that she is having is a boy for Billy. But I bet it will be another girl.  

We walked in to the kitchen and Sophie gave me a cup of hot tea. Sophie is a lot of things, but she is kind, sweet, funny and loves her family like nothing else in this world. 

" Okay what is going on?" Sophie asked me. I looked at her. 

" Okay, you know that Benjamin and I are dating now?" I asked her. Sophie shook her head yes to me. 

" Okay. Well, we are now at the moment in our relationship that we are ready to have-- You know?" I said to her. Sophie looked at me and gave me a  small smile. 

" You and Benny are ready for S-E-X right?" Sophie asked me. I shook my head yes to her. 

" And, you are a little scared right?" Sophie asked me. 

" Yes I am." I told her. 

" Okay. Listen, if Ben is like Billy in this way, I will be 100% right. Benjamin loves you. And it won't be having sex to  him, it will be making love. I was so scared with Billy in that place, but I knew Billy loved me and he loved my daughter with every thing in his heart. You will be just fine." Sophie told me. I looked at her. 

" That's the problem Soph? You had, had sex before. This is my first time. I wish my mom was still alive for this talk?" I said to her. 

" Okay, As a mother I going to ask you some thing?"  Sophie said to me. 

" Do you love Ben?" Sophie asked me. 

" Yes I do? I love his ever since I was in high school." I said to her. 

" Do you love Tyler?" Sophie asked me.

" Yes. He's a real sweet heart and mean's the world to me." I told her. 

" Why do you love Ben and Tyler so much?" Sophie asked me. 

" Well,Tyler is sweet. When I see him he makes my day. He loves me for me and I love him. I loved him every since I saw him for the first time. He's so cute and a real doll face. Then with Benjamin is a great dad to his son? He's kind, funny, smart, sweet kind hearted and makes me laugh with out even trying? I love how tall he is when he's around me. I love his hands, and he does have a cute butt. I love it when he wears this gym shorts and you could see how cute and round it is and I only felt his bulge a few--" Sophie cut me off.