Troubled

Chapter 8: Expected of me

Violet's POV

I can't believe they left me again its ridiculous! I decided that I wanted to take a walk to calm down before calling Harri as Faye probably wouldn't answer. I walked to a park not too far from the shop I had just left. I sat down on the old shaky swing seat that probably hadn't been used for awhile I sighed whilst letting my long legs gently push against the floor moving me back and forward.

Why don't people like me? I mean I'm not that bad am I? I laughed at myself for being so pathetic. Just because I don't have a huge amount of people crowding around my every move doesn't mean I'm not liked, sometimes it's not a great feeling when I get left alone by my only friends but other than that I like being by myself it's gives me chance to clear my mind and not have to worry about cleaning because I've already done it.

I smiled to myself. Right c'mon Vi pep talk over lets go find the lunatic and Harri. I stood up from the swing and looked at my phone there was a message from Harri.

Harri: I'm so sorry for leaving you at the the shop Vi I'll make it up to you  I promise x

Harri: I'm at Mac Donald's with Faye I will wait outside for you x (promise) :)

I smiled at how much Harri was trying as I knew that she really did feel guilty and there was probably some explanation to why she had left me. I walked to Mac Donald's and thankfully it was the right one because God knows how many were in this shopping centre. I waved back at Harri who was smiling widely whilst waving me to come over. "Hey Violet i am so sorry for leaving I know it was a dick move and I shouldn't have just left but I'm gonna make it up to I promise so when you think of something i will be the first person there to help. Okay?" She pulled me into a hug and I chuckled at her for being so kind to me "it's ok don't worry about it Harri. Anyway where's the lunatic?" Harri laughed but still replied "she's in there with caleb , Jack and Finley " she said with a roll of her eyes. I frowned at this "they're not that bad really it's just i don't really like the idea of Faye living two lives i mean who knows what she could blurt out in a drunken state." I frowned even more at Harri "you didn't know? Faye's been going clubbing with all the people she supposedly hates" I shook my head no " I've never been told this before when did you find out about this?" She shrugged "today actually" "humph well that makes two of us then" Harri shook her head , linked her left arm around my right and started walk through the shopping mall "I think that we should just let her do what she needs to do eh? " I nodded in agreement with her but before I could answer 'yes' I heard a deep male voice call out "Harri,Harri! Wait!" Harri turned us around still linked to my arm "Jack?" She asked surprised then it turned into a confused look "aren't you supposed to hanging out with your friends?" He gave her a smirk and her grip tightened on my arm as she also had a small blush growing on her face. I couldn't help but feel like a third wheel in this situation. But like all the time I smiled and said something that everyone always expected of me "oh Harri I've got some homework to finish so I'm gonna head back to the dorm" Harri gave me a knowing smile "ok let's go then" I shook my head and smiled "no it's ok I prefer to work alone and you wouldn't want to leave Jack now would you?" I smirked with an eye brow raised "ok sure but I'm still gonna make it up to you!" She called as I walked away smiling at the thought of Harri having a crush and not just any crush a crush on Jack Elliot Anderson.