Her silver lining(editing)(on hold)

The incident

(India on the left & Eris on the right)
Jacquelyn pov
I hear Eris's alarm go off blaring one of The Weeknd's songs, which I personally enjoyed.
"Eris turn your shit off, it's too early for his voice," said India as she places her pillow over her head. "Noo, you do it" Eris replied as she began rolling off the bed. I got out of the bed, walked over to her phone and turned off her alarm. " I hope y'all know you both are lazy and childish, now get y'all asses up before Aunty comes in here trying to mess with us" after I said that I walked over to Rain's room. " Hey Chick, get your ass up," she looked over at me rolled her eyes, scratched her face then walked into the bathroom that she and Eris share. I went back into Eris's room to grab my clothes and made my way downstairs to her brother's bathroom who was actually not up yet, thank god. I went into the bathroom, making sure I locked the door, putting on my music as I hopped in the shower. I let the steaming hot water run down my back and I turn around letting it hit my face and my hair in the process. I began to feel relaxed until Andrew pops up in my head. His curly hair, his enchanting grayish-blue eyes, and his breathtaking smile which unfortunately was never expressed around me. I began to think about how he looked at me like I was annoying the hell out of him or how my existence irritated his soul. When he asked for my card his eyes kept looking everywhere else like he was not trying to stare at my face and when Abel called me beautiful he made a face like he was joking, which really hurt. I started to turn off the water but leaving it on a little longer because I felt secure and free. I finally finished washing up and jumped out the shower wiping my self down with my big blue towel that had hearts on it. I lotion my body from head to toe and place on a big grey sweater, black leggings, brown boots, my gold bracelets, and my queen necklace. I wasn't really trying to get super cute so I put on some mascara and eyeliner with my nude lip gloss. Since I wet my hair I just combed it and let it air dry. I look in the mirror and feel satisfied with what I'm wearing I walk out I see the girls sitting in the kitchen waiting for me. "Are y'all ready?"I said as I grabbed my bags of the couch. "Yea, but we're going to Starbucks on our way to school because I need some caffeine in my life," said India as she walked out the door, I just shook my head and followed her to her purple 2013 Honda. Soon after Eris ran out trying to call front seat but I pushed her ass to the back and jumped in the front. She looked at me and pouted "asshole" she said as she went to the back. I turned around and said "Awwe yea born and raised sweetie" in response she stuck her tongue out at me. India laughed and started making her way down to Starbucks.
At school
"Y'all that wasn't funny, you know I can't talk to guys I'm half shy and half retarded," I said looking at a laughing Eris and India. "Welllll" I stared at Eris "you right, you right," she said placing her finger on her nose. We continued to walk into the school to our first talking about everything and nothing when suddenly I hit a hard wall spilling all my hot chocolate onto my clothes and fell to the ground.  I looked at my sweater and there was a huge stain on my boobs and crotch. I wanted to cry because this shit was really hot. Before I could get up I hear a scream and I look up instantly to see that the wall I hit was actually Andrew and he had hot cocoa all over his crotch. "What the fuck is wrong with you" Andrew screamed at me as he tried to wipe his pants off. "Oh my grapes, I..I didn't mean to it was a total a..accident" I run over to him and start to wipe his crotch with my jacket until I hear Eris's laugh in the background. I slowly turn around to see that almost everyone in the hallway watching me with humor in their eyes, I slowly got up off my knees. I was so embarrassed, I was trying to help him out but instead, I was making a fool out of my self. My cheeks began to feel hot but really exploded into a red tent when I turned around and saw him pull his shirt up a little revealing his distinctive v line. I cleared my throat to make it known I was still here and so he could look up at me. Once I caught his attention I start to talk and explain how sorry I was. "Listen, I'm sorry about your pants if you want I can buy you some new pants or I can take those to the dry cleaners or..." "No" he interrupted me and continue to talk "just shut up, I can take care of it myself just go away," he said as he stormed through the halls making his way to the boy's bathroom. My stomach dropped when he said that and in all honesty, he kinda made feel like shit when he stormed off like that. I turned around looking down to hide the embarrassed look that had made a permanent mark on my face as I was making my way towards India and Eris. "Hey, it's okay boo bear let's go get you some more clothes," Eris said as India reached down grabbing my bags and pushing me into the girl's locker room. Eris gives me another sweater she had in her bag for some reason but I didn't care I just wanted to get this mess off of me. "Guys, I really need to find him and seriously apologize for the mess I cause I mean, what if I burned his dick?" I said as I pull the sweater over my head throwing it in my bag and putting on the new one. "Sweetie," India said laughing " you couldn't have and if you want to apologize so bad just do it during lunch" she grabbed her bag, looked in the mirror to see if she looked okay then looked back at me. "Alright" I replied as I grabbed my bags and all three of us headed to our first-period class America lit with Mrs.Hilton. We rushed right in there just before the bell rang and took a seat. She came in and took attendance and started teaching but the whole class period I was thinking and worrying about Drew. I guess I'll just find him at lunch to make sure he's okay. I finally tuned back into what the teacher was teaching.