Her silver lining(editing)(on hold)

Here goes nothing part 1

Luca pov

I look up at the ceiling of my room with my arms behind my head and a head on my chest trying to figure out how the hell did I get into this situation. Jay was the first and only girl I've ever loved truly and it made me think that I can actually change who I am, change what I am.

"Babe, you okay" I look over to see the other love of my life looking up at me with a concerned expression. My love looked so beautiful with those gorgeous blue eyes, dark hair, tan skin and full lips I wanna Kiss every day.

"Yea Cam, I'm okay I've just been thinking that's all" I replied looking down into Cam's eyes.

"What are you thinking about"

"Jacquelyn and I"

"Of course you are," Cam said getting out the bed.

"What is that suppose to mean?"I asked as I pulled Cameron to face me.

"You are always thinking about her, like what about us, you love me and you love her, you can't have both of us...you need to choose or in the end, you'll lose both of us okay." With that Cam went into the bathroom slamming the door.

"Shit!"

I quickly grabbed my phone and called Jay up.

Phone call
Bae: Hellloooo, handsome
Me: Hey, boo what are you doing
Bae: Right now I'm at Drew's house helping Zay out with his homework, what's up
Me: well I was wondering if you wanted to go out for some food then go to the park
Bae: ooh that sounds great sure, I'll send you his address
Me: alright I love you
Bae: I love you too
End of call

"Cameron, I'm about to leave I'll be back later" I yelled pulling on a white shirt with tan cargo shorts with white vans. Cam came out of the bathroom with a pouted face.

"What's wrong?" I asked pulling Cam by the waist into me.

"Do you love her more than me?"

"No I love you two equally but on two different levels and I promise I'll fix this okay." Cam nodded as I lean in making our lips touch. We made out for a few then I left not before smacking Cam on the butt.

Andrew's house

I finally arrived, got out of my car and knocked on the door. When the door opened Drew appeared with a frown upon his face.

"Yes." He said with anger in his voice

"I'm getting Jay," I said smiling at him he just stared at me and if looks could kill I'll be dead.

"I guess, Quelyn your asshole is here to get you." He yelled still staring at me. I just laughed at him.

"Drew, stop that be nice damn it, oh hey babe," Jay said smiling at me and punching Andrew in the arm.

She had on a white halter crop top with blue and white polka dot shorts paired with white vans and her hair was in a bun.

"Hey gorgeous" she blushed and looked down.

"Drew I'll be back later to help you finish planing okay"

"Okay sweetheart" he replied as he kissed her on the cheek cause her face to turn red. I laughed and just to be petty I pulled her by the waist and kissed her full on the mouth making sure to bite her lip in the process. Drew looked furious almost like he wanted to punch me.

"Bye Drew," we said in unison as we walked to my car. I heard the door slam closed and I smirked to myself. I opened the door for Jay, making sure she was all the way in before I closed it shut. I got in and started the car.

"Where do you wanna go first?" I asked as she plugged the aux cord into her phone.

"Let's go to the park first," she said jumping in excitement like a child.

"Okay." As I started to pull off she played one of her "hype" songs "Don't mind" by Kent Jones and started singing it and of course, I had to sing along.

Hola, hola na

She telling me this
And telling me that
You said once you take me with you, I'll never go back
Now I got a lesson that I want to teach
I'm show you that where you from don't matter to me
She said, "Hola. ¿Cómo estás?" She said, "Konnichiwa."
She said, "Pardon my French," I said, "Bonjour, Madame."
Then she said, "Sak pase," and I said, "N'ap boule."
No matter where I go, you know I love 'em all
She said, "Hola. ¿Como estás?" She said, "Konnichiwa."
She said, "Pardon my French," I said, "Bonjour, Madame."
Then she said, "Sak pase," and I said, "N'ap boule."
No matter where I go you know I love them all

African American for sure
I told that baby coming rock a rodeo
Every time I come around, man, I go for broke
She gives me desktop til I overload
Now, baby, you gon' go where you supposed to go
'Cause I ain't got time for you every day
She said she got a man keep it on the low
I said he don't speak English, fuck he gon' say (aye)

Telling me this
And telling me that
You said once you take me with you, I'll never go back
Now I got a lesson that I want to teach ya
I'mma show you that where you from don't matter to me
She said, "Hola. ¿Cómo estás?" She said, "Konnichiwa."
She said, "Pardon my French," I said, "Bonjour, Madame."
Then she said, "Sak pase," and I said, "N'ap boule."
No matter where I go, you know I love 'em all
She said, "Hola. ¿Como estás?" She said, "Konnichiwa."
She said, "Pardon my French," I said, "Bonjour, Madame."
Then she said, "Sak pase," and I said, "N'ap boule."
No matter where I go you know I love them all

She from Africa but she fucks me like she Haitian
Ass black, but the eyes looking Asian
I give her the can in Kansas;
I got it on tape; she on candid camera
OKC I forgot we met in Oklahoma
I use to smoke Regina, she from Arizona
Then I met a girl in Cali I never disowned her;
She got that high grade
Her weed come with diplomas, I want her
But she keep

Telling me this
And telling me that
You said once you take me with you, I'll never go back
Now I got a lesson that I want to teach ya
I'mma show you that where you from don't matter to me
She said, "Hola. ¿Cómo estás?" She said, "Konnichiwa."
She said, "Pardon my French," I said, "Bonjour, Madame."
And she said, "Sak pase," and I said, "N'ap boule."
No matter where I go, you know I love 'em all
She said, "Hola. ¿Como estás?" She said, "Konnichiwa."
She said, "Pardon my French," I said, "Bonjour, Madame."
And she said, "Sak pase," and I said, "N'ap boule."
No matter where I go you know I love them all
She said, "Hola. ¿Cómo estás?" She said, "Konnichiwa."
She said, "Pardon my French," I said, "Bonjour, Madame."
And she said, "Sak pase," and I said, "N'ap boule."
No matter where I go, you know I love 'em all
She said, "Hola. ¿Como estás?" She said, "Konnichiwa."
She said, "Pardon my French," I said, "Bonjour, Madame."
And she said, "Sak pase," and I said, "N'ap boule."
No matter where I go you know I love them all
End of song

We finally arrived at the park. We quickly got out of the car and raced to the swing like children. After a while of swinging we both looked at each other and I knew something was on her mind and I could tell she knew something was on my mind, so I spoke first.

"Jay, I have to tell you something, I wanted to hold on because I didn't want to hurt you but I don't wanna hide it anymore," I said looking down. She grabbed my chin and lifted up so I could look at her.

" you can tell me anything, no matter what I will always love you okay" I nodded in response and took a deep breath.
"Here goes nothing," I thought...

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