Her silver lining(editing)(on hold)

Close call

"We are not having our wedding at the beach"  "one it is not a real wedding and two why not?" I pouted plopping on the bed. "Okay, we are not having our fake wedding at the beach and because I don't want sand on my feet," he said laying back onto his bed putting his arms behind his head flexing his muscles.  I could distinctly see each bruise he had from his fights and his juicy veins that decided to show. Shit with arms like that I would mind being held. I guess because I was staring so long he decided to push me off the bed which pissed me off cause I hit my head. "Ow, you jackass that hurt" I mugged him and rubbed my head getting back on to the bed closer to him so if I go down the bitch is coming with me. "Well you were staring and I yelled your name," he said smirking at me and trying to do it again. "Uggh stop for I break something, let's just finish this I'm hungry" I start flipping through the book with different locations trying to see where I wanted my fake baby shower. "How about the lake it's family friendly and— No we are not having the baby shower at a lake" he rudely interrupted sitting up looking at me. "Fine then I'll take Catalina and myself and we will go find someone who will let me have what I want," I said dramatically rubbing my belly and getting off the bed. "Ah no you don't" he quickly grabs me around my waist, throws me back onto the bed, and starts tickling me. "Drew, stop please it hurts oh my grapes" I scream as he continues to tickle me. "I'll stop as long as you don't leave" I kept laughing as he dug his fingers into my skin. "Fine, fine I'll stay" he stopped and stared at me. "Jay you have very beautiful eyes, they're so chocolaty and welcoming" before I could say anything Drew began to lean in when Zay bust opens the door. "Jew, mommy's home, mamma's home" he then runs out and I guess down the stairs. We look at each other and he got off of me. "Umm I'm going to go say hi to mom" I ran out before he could reply. I walked down the stairs to see Drew's mom hugging Zay, I swear they are so cute. "look momma its Yay, she's back" she looks up and her smile grows wider as she rushes towards me. "oh my baby,  I missed you, you never come to see me anymore" she screamed while basically strangling me. "I know I'm sorry I've just been really busy and I meant to come to see you but I always forget" she looked at me like she knew I was lying but just ignored it. "well how about we get together next Thursday and we can go for coffee" "sure that would be great, but I have to get home" "oh, ill take you" "oh no you don't.." "its fine, I have to go get food anyway" "okay" i went upstairs to grab my stuff out of Drew's room and to also say bye.

When I got to his room he was in the shower, so I went to grab my bag when I accidentally hit his dresser causing a bottle to fall of it. It had his name on it and read pain killers. Right before I could see what they were for the bathroom door opened. "Jay what are you doing" I looked at him. His body was covered in water dripping down his beautiful arm muscles, sexy abdomen, all the way down to his v line which was so damn sexy. As he continued to dry himself off, I placed the pills behind me, back on the dresser before he could see. "Oh nothing I just came to say bye and mom's taking me home" "Ohh okay, well I see you" he gave me a hug putting water all over me. His body was so close to mine, I swore I was gonna wet my self if you know what I mean. Wait, shit I have a boyfriend. Okay, my boyfriend is great, my boyfriend is awesome. I continued to repeat that until Drew started staring at me. He started to lean in but I pushed him back, kissed his cheek and left with his room running down to his mom. The whole ride home all I could think about was that damn medicine on his dresser.

Andrew pov
"Fuckkkkkk!" I get up and punch my wall. Damn, I can't believe I did that again. I walk over my dresser and see my medicine. I hate taking this shit, but I knew I needed to because there's only so much pain I can handle. I throw my clothes on, pop two pills in my mouth and lay on my bed thinking about her. Why is she so damn beautiful, her smile, laugh, eyes, beautiful face period. I just sat there for a while thinking until it was interrupted "hey sweetie" I just continue to stare at my ceiling. "Hey ma, wassup?" She comes over and lays down on my bed with me but she staring at me. "So did you and Jay..." "No mom we did not get back together and we will probably never  get back together" "why the hell not?" "Because she doesn't know, she doesn't know anything that's going on and I wanna keep it that way!" I said sitting up on the bed, putting my face in my hands. "Why won't you tell her?" "I don't wanna fuck up her life ma" "okay but not telling her is fucking up your life, you were so much happier when she was around..shit I was happier when she was around..you need to stop being a little bitch man up and tell her to shit your just gonna make things worse if you don't" and with that she left out of my room. First and foremost I was in shock cause my mom just called me a bitch but I realize that's shes right And the only logical thing I can think of is pushing her away. I just feel it would hurt her more than me if she was involved in my life. As I was about to turn off my lights my dad called.

Phone call
Me: hello?
Dad: Hey buddy, what you up to
Me: hey dad I was just about lay down, how are you? Have you talked to mom?
Dad: I'm good, I mean it's dangerous out here but I'm okay and yes I talked to mom
Me: oh okay so what you call for?
Dad: I'm coming home early and I wanna surprise your mom so I want you and jay to help me out with it
Me: oh dad
Dad: thanks bud your great help, tell Zay I love him and tell jay I said hey and I love her too
Me: okay bye dad love you
Dad: love you too

End of call

"Well there goes my plan" I plop on my bed and try to go to sleep.