Her silver lining(editing)(on hold)

Feelings

(Anna Maria aka Andrew and zays granny)
Andrew pov

For the love of everything in my life I couldn't figure out why she was there. Why was she just staring in shock and why did she suddenly  leave when I got hit and the thing that just threw me off was the fact that after I won the fight she came or more like sat in my room to make sure i was okay.

Last night
I paced my self as I watched him, slowly bouncing on each foot. He threw a punch but I dodged it and hit him in the ribs. Then kneed him in the stomach. I looked over to see Jacquelyn covering her mouth staring at me. She threw a shy smile my way causing a small chuckle to exit my lips. When I turned back to the big guy I watched him struggle to get up and to make it harder, I punched him again in the face. He caught me off guard by ramming his body into mines making me hit the ground. He hit me in the face, pushing it into the ground which forced me to glance into the crowd. As I clench my jaw in pain ai see Jacquelyn quickly run out the room before anything else could happen, I assumed. A boulder of sadness washed over me as I saw her go to the back leaving my view and then a rage of anger just came out of nowhere as I hit the guy in the chest. I kicked and hit him one good time to knock him out cold. The refs ran over to do the count down, automatically declaring me the winner. I got out of the ring walking back to my room.

When I walked in instead of seeing my little buddy and my Best friend, I saw a head full of big curls sitting on my couch. "Jacquelyn what are you doing in here" she quickly turned around making me look into her soft brown eyes that had a hint of worry and reassurance in them. She lost our staring game and looked down at her hands.
"I wanted to make sure you were okay, that punch looked like it hurt" she finally said as she stood up. "Well it did a little, the fucker caught me when I was distracted." She walked over to me looking into my eyes "Why were you distracted?" I wanted so bad to say by her but I just shrugged my shoulders. She stared at me then down at my cheek, which had a huge bruise on it. She looked at me for permission to touch it and I nodded my head. Her cold hand touched my cheek causing heat to spread across my body, she started to rub her thumb over it trying to soothe it, my stomach began to clench.

I grabbed her wrist stopping her touch. "Leave." she looked lost trying to find her words but I didn't let her talk "leave now," I said getting into her face. She looked at me kissed me on my cheek and jaw, then left the room leaving me standing there looking like a complete idiot.

I stared up at the roof questioning her intentions. She makes me wanna scream and smile at the same time. I hated but loved when she said hey to me in the halls. And I loved her hair when it was curly. Her smile was so contagious that I have to hate her ass so I don't smile around her. It kills me when I think about her cause I don't want to but I can't help it. My thoughts were interrupted by a little munchkin running into my room, jumping onto my bed, and hiding under my blanket giggling. I look back at my door and see my granny running into my room with a big smile on her face.
" Dew, Dew, help me gwanny gonna get me " I start laughing at him as he tries to hide under my shirt. "Granny, what you doing here," I ask while grabbing zay out my shirt and putting him in my lap. "Você é mãe ligou e disse que ela não vai estar de volta até a próxima sexta-feira, para que ela me pedir para parar comprar e verificar você meninos"

(Translation: Your mother called and said she won't be back until next Friday, so she asked me to stop by and check on you boys")

I rolled my eyes at the fact my mother called my grandma because she was to busy to check on her own damn kids. "Ooh" "é bebê está bem, agora que quer Mac e queijo" "mee," zay says hopping off my lap and running into granny's arms, I started to chuckle at my brother excitement for a simple meal. "você não vem para comer?" "No, I'm not hungry" "okay," she said then walked out my room leaving me in my thoughts.

Jacquelyn pov
Looking out my window, you could tell that it's getting colder due to the fact that there is a little frost on the glass spreading and the temperature drops more. I look down at my phone to see "wild things" by Alessia Cara is playing.

As I let the song play as I think about what happen last night.
Last night
The only reason I went to that damn fight is that Abel and the girls invited me and I didn't want to say no. When he looked over at me while he was fighting my heart sped up. I covered my mouth because he hit that guy hella hard and he was still on the ground. All you can hear in the back is Eris yelling talking about the guy has no balls or something like that. But the thing that made me wanna just fall was the fact that he chuckled at my shy smile. Andrew fucking Clark chuckled at my shy smile. But It was soon gone because he got tackled and to add on to it he got punched in the face. At that point I had to get out of there, so I told them that I'm going to the bathroom, running down the aisle as fast as I could. I stopped in front of a room and went inside without checking to see who it was. When I close the door I see a picture of zay and drew laughing..it was too cute then there was another picture of him and some girl hugging as he kissed her cheek. I was slick jealous and sadden to. I sat down on the couch to calm my ass down, shit I was out of breath.

I began thinking about what to eat later after this until my thoughts were interrupted by the closing of a door. "Jacquelyn what are you doing in here" I turned around just to look into his beautiful eyes. They were filled with curiosity and confusion but they were so bright but instead of being blue and gray his eyes had this intense steel looking color. I scanned his face seeing that big ass bruise on his cheek and jaw causing me to look at my hands before answering him. "I wanted to make sure you were okay, that punch looked like it hurt"  "Well it did a little the fucker caught me when I was distracted,"  he said smirking. I walked over to him looking Into his eyes slightly scared at what he was gonna do as I came closer "why were you distracted" I asked inching closer to him. He just shrugged his shoulders. I stared at him for a minute then looked down at his purple cheek, it was like someone took purple and black paint, mixed it together and smashed it on the side of his face. I glanced up at him for permission to touch it and he nodded his head. I was happy he was letting me touch him, I brought my cold hand  towards his cheek causing heat to spread across my body, I wanted to fix his pain I wanted to make him feel better so I started to rub my thumb over it trying to soothe it,  his eyes began to darken while staring at me.

He suddenly grabbed my wrist stopping my hand from touching him anymore "Leave" i was freaked out and lost trying to find words but He didn't let me talk "leave now" He said as he raised his voice a little and got in my face. I looked at his lips, looking at how plump they are. I wanted to kiss him so bad but I didn't.  I finally looked at him in the eyes kissed him on the cheek and jaw,then left the room.

He got so mad at me, still not knowing what I did to him. At this point I don't know what to do and I feel I should just leave him alone..maybe that's what he wants.