Her silver lining(editing)(on hold)

Here goes nothing part 2

Jay's Pov

Recap

"Jay, I have to tell you something, I wanted to hold on because I didn't want to hurt you but I don't wanna hide it," I said looking down. She grabbed my chin and lifted up so I could look at her.

" you can tell me anything, no matter what I will always love you okay" I nodded in response and took a deep breath.
"Here goes nothing," I thought.

Present
He looked at me and what he was about to say I knew it's probably hard for him, shit what I was gonna tell him might hurt him more. He took a deep breath and stared at me for a minute.

"Luca, it's okay you can tell me anything it's okay," I said holding his hand. He takes a deep breath and finally says something.

"Jay, I've been hiding this for a long time and it hurts the person I love so, here goes nothing....I'm gay." Before I could say anything he continued.

"At first I thought it was a dumb phase because I met you and I started to really like you, but then I reconnect with my Best friend from home because he moved here and he told me he loved me and I loved him back and then I thought about you and how I was cheating on you with him and I feel bad" I just looked at him shocked for a minute. He kept going.

"Now he's mad at me because I didn't wanna choose between the two of you because I love you both but I knew if I didn't tell you it would hurt one of you guys and I don't want that"

"So you're gay?" I asked

He nodded his head and looked down. I grabbed his chin and made him look at me and I punched him in the face then in the stomach making him drop to his knees and gasp for air. I then help him back up and place a small kiss on his forehead.

"Fuck, what was that for!" He asked while holding his stomach and his noes even though his noes wasn't bleeding.

"The punch was for cheating on me you asshat and the kiss was for you telling me the truth, " I said smiling at him.

"So you're not mad at me?" He asked

"Haha, no I'm pissed at you, but I'm happy that you came out to me, now you are gonna take me to get food and I'm gonna help you with your boo," I said watching him get up and jumping on his back making our way to the car.

Steak and shake

"So how long has this thing with you and..."

"His name is Cameron"

"Lol, how long has this thing between you and Cameron been going on?" I asked sipping on my red velvet Oreo milkshake

"Well before I moved here we dated for 3 years in secret then we he came it started a month ago" he said blushing. I nodded my head and smiled

"Awwe that's cute, so was I like your cover-up or?"

"No, not really, I actually do like you and love you but kinda as my Bestfriend instead of girlfriend"

"That makes since, that explains why every time I told you Drew kisses me you didn't get mad, but I have a question." Said dipping my fries Into my milk shake

"Shoot," he said reaching for my burger to take a bite.

"Am I good kisser" he looked at me for a minute and laughed causing me to pout.
He saw my face then stopped and answered.

"Yes, Jay you are a beautiful kisser and a beautiful girl," he said smiling and kissing my hand I just blushed and looked down.

"So does this mean, you and I are done," he asked

"No, not even close" I answer honestly because no matter what he's still awesome.

"Now I have another question" I nodded my head telling him to ask.

"What's going on between you and Andrew, I know you told me about the kisses and the moments but what's really going on between you two" I just looked down and blushed at his question.

"In all honesty, I have no clue like he broke up with me two years ago, since then he's acted like he hated me and then he just kept kissing and acting as he misses me I'm just so confused when it comes to him," I said placing my head in my hands. I felt Luca rub my arm and I looked up at him and smiled.

"Well, we gotta figure this out because of you the happiest when you're with him and I want you to be happy," he said getting up and kissing my cheek.

"Now come on let's go, I still owe you date beautiful." With that, we got up and went to the movies.