An unnatural love story (Jeff the killer x ben drowned)

Ch.12

Ben (pov) 

I wake up shaking fucking hell that was a bad one! My nightmares aren't always the same but the big things are always there. 

1) Everything has gone to shit. 

2) I'm thrown in the lake. 

3) Jeff dies. 

That last thing is what really got me though. After the shock of it wears off I wonder how I ended up in my room. I look over at my clock "9:30 p.m. dang! i've been out a while huh". I quietly walk downstairs to see jeff asleep on the couch I couldn't handle talking to him right now. Turning around I walk out the back door and over to a nearby tree. I lean against the side facing away from the house and let my mind wander. Why was I having these messed up dreams I mean they couldn't really happen. Could they? Damnit ben listen to yourself you're thinking crazy after all jeff said ........ jeff.

Why him why the fuck did he keep having to die?!?! It was pissing me off but it was doing more than that. It made me feel a level of sadness I didn't know existed. It scared me beyond belief but mostly it hurt. Watching him die even though it was a dream made me feel like I failed him. I mean he's my best friend and I couldn't do a god damn thing to help him! I slunk down and hit the back of my head on the tree "brain you're being a complete asshole right now". Something else was bothering me though why was I feeling all these emotions on such an intense scale? "Brain start making some fucking sense!" with each word I hit the back of my head on the tree. Truth is deep down I know the reason but i'm afraid of what will happen if I act on it. "You know hitting your head on a tree won't do anything right?" a voice asked I froze.

Jeff (pov) 

I woke up up when I heard the back door close "About time he woke up it's already 9:30!" I yelled the last part he was out all day. I walked outback to see him leaning against a tree facing away from the house. Next thing I knew he slunk down muttering to himself and hit his head on the tree. I started walking over as he mumbled to himself again hitting his head on the tree a few more times. "You know hitting your head on a tree won't do anything right?" I said. He seemed to freeze finally noticing my presence. "Oh h-hey jeff" he says still not looking at me "ben what are you doing out here?" I ask. "Oh it's nothing i'm fi..." "don't pull that i'm fine shit ben!" I snap why won't he just tell me what's wrong.

He sits there not moving not saying a word "come on ben let's go inside" he still won't respond. We stay like that for a few minutes until i've had enough "fine if you won't come on your own i'll do it myself". I pick him up and sling him over my shoulder "jeff do I look like a sack of potatoes" he says hitting my back. "Nope they talk less and don't move much" I reply walking twords the door. When we get inside I put him on the couch and sit next to him. "Alright man what's up with you lately?" he just sits there looking at the floor so I grab his shoulders and he finally looks up at me. "Ok first off when was the last time you actually slept?" I ask letting him go. He sighed "honestly the last time I got any decent sleep was Saturday night" he replied looking at the floor again.

"Ben seriously that's just unhealthy you should've said something" I say softly he's seriously worrying me. "Tell that to my messed up head" and as he says that he starts laughing like a madman and stands up. I stand up grab his wrist and turn him so that he's facing me. What I saw scared the hell out of me his eyes are completely black he has black lines down his face and his right eye is twitching. This scared me because it only happens when he's seriously messed up in the head. Without hesitating I wrap my arms around him his face being buried in my shirt. "Come on ben just take a deep breath and try to calm down" I say quietly. I sit us back down on the couch my arms still around him. I feel him take a few deep breaths and after a few minutes his body relaxes. I pull away but leave my hands on his shoulders. "Ok start from the begining" I tell him he sighs and looks up at me.

*I'm not gonns lie it took me a while to write this because I want it to be just right. also in my version ben reaches to the middle of jeff's chest and jeff is about "6'4" so for a guy ben is still short. So like always rate comment follow etc.. p.s. I won't be able to post again till saturday because I have to prepare for a wedding i'm in*