~ The One I Need ~ Johlex Fanfiction ~

Sparks

I sit myself on the bed, fiddling with my thumbs. Johnnie enters the room, shuts the door, then fumbles his fists into his pockets. "Looks like Kyle knows about us. He won't say anything until we're comfortable with telling other people." I comment back, "He knows?"

He nods his head. "I swear this guy is a freaking psychic or something." He strides over to my new bed and sits down next to me. We look into each other eyes for a few seconds until I look away like I'm embarrassed. Johnnie lifts my chin up slightly, causing me to look into his  glossy eyes for a few seconds more. Biting my lip, I hold my breath for a second. Johnnie exhales a quiet, shaky breath before kissing my nearly chapped lips. His tongue slowly slides over to mine, and we gently suck each other into a deep, passionate kiss. The taste of his tongue lingers of sweet fruit and smoky menthol. I can't get enough of him on my taste buds. He cradles my head in his hands, making me feel like I'm the only girl that actually exists in the world.

For the first time in my life, I feel wanted. No, I feel needed. My life has been full of excitement and happiness ever since Johnnie came into my life. He makes me full of overwhelming emotions. Happiness, love, joy, arousal. Things I've never felt for anyone.

His gentle hands caress my cheeks as I slowly drag my hand across his lap to his stomach. I feel my hands go up his back, slowly scratching his skin through the thin, black fabric. He moans in my mouth, making me tingle in my chest and my belly. He places one hand on my waist and the other on my left leg. Gently squeezing both places, I squeal, hardly a centimeter away from his mouth. He chuckles, questioning, "Do you like that, Alex?" I slowly nod against his head, taking a few shallow breaths.

"Well, you'll have to wait for more of that later." He brings his hands towards his body and leaning back with his fingers intertwined, leaving me stunned. "I can't, Alex." I cross my legs, asking, "You can't what?" His response was, "Take your virginity. Not just yet." I moan in despair, commenting, "I know, you just...you get me really worked up." He chuckles and looks down, the back up at me. 

He whispers, "I know." Smirking, I mumble, "You're an asshole."

"But I'm an awesome asshole."

I chuckle, agreeing with him. "You really are." He pats my shoulder and gently trails down my arms to my wrist, then my hand. He intertwines his fingers with mine, leaving me glued with hand to hand with him and never wanting to disattach. "God. You make me really feel, you know that?" I grin, replaying his statement over and over in my head. I comment, "You make me feel, too. A lot." Johnnie makes a grin with his beautiful lips, making me want him one more time. I move closer to him so I can get tighter to where there's no space between us. He leans his head closer to mine, setting his forehead on mine.

"Alex?"

"Yeah?"

"I know I haven't technically asked, but...would you want to...go out with me?"

Chuckling under my breath, I reply, "Obviously, dummy." I kiss him on the lips, waiting for him to respond to it. He does in a matter of a couple seconds. He licks my bottom lip, asking for entry. I allow him, wanting to taste more of his lips and tongue. He gently holds the back of my head so we could be attached for as long as we wanted. We kiss each other's hot lips for seconds that felt like minutes and where minutes felt like hours.

A few taps echo on the door, then we freeze. Reproaching from each other, I stay seated on the bed and comb my blue hair back along with straightening out my shirt. Johnnie springs up from the bed and onto the carpeted ground, stepping closer to the door and twisting the knob. My mother is at the door. 

"Alex, can I speak to you for a bit?"

My heart pounds against my breastbone, feeling like a hammer against drywall. I stand onto the ground and give a short glance to Johnnie, then back to my mother. We step out into the hall and she quietly shuts the door behind her. She whispers, "Come with me, please." She walks down the right side of the hall and stops at the very end of the long corridor. Opening a white door, she states, "This is my new room." The creme colored walls experience a dim light glaring onto them, slowly as we enter the room and opening the door wider. Entering the room, she turns on the light and we stride into the room. The queen sized bed is covered by a white spreadsheet with dark plaid sheets and a folded black blanket at the foot of the bed. It's not bad for her. At least it's not a coffee stained mattress basically glued to the floor she's slept in. 

She turns to me, commenting, "I at least hope that this place is half decent. Bryan and Johnnie seem sweet, and Kyle is...somewhat nice. But if you need anything, sweetie, I'm just down the hall. I'm going to take a quick shower, and you can get better aquainted with the guys." She grabs a pair of long grey pajama pants and a black t shirt with a Disturbed logo on the front and tour dates on the back. She kisses me on the cheek as she exits the room, then I turn off the lights and shut the door as I leave. Fumbling my hands into my pockets, I stride down the long hallway and I stop before reaching Johnnie's door, inhaling deep and clear sighs. Gripping the silver door handle into my rough palm and twisting it, I enter the room to witness Johnnie's face lighting up as soon as he sees my pale complexion and dry blue hair. That's probably all he'll see anyways. All my flaws. My imperfections. Just everything about me.

"Alex, can I ask you a small question? Well, not small, but...ugh,you know what I mean." I glance over at a clock to see the digitalized time - only 6:30. God, it felt like it was at least 9 at night. In response to his statement, I nod my head for him to ask away. "So, now that we're together now, when do you think we should tell people? Because I've been thinking about it and I just want to make sure that we're legitimately d-" To make him quiet down, I stride over to him and apply my soft pink lips to his slightly wet ones. He kisses me back, then I feel his hand become attached to my lower back and I whisper into his mouth, "Lets's just wait for a little bit longer to tell people. Especially for my mom." Waiting a few seconds before speaking, he comments, "If that's what you want, then it's fine with me.' I smile against his mouth, feeling the slightest heat of his minty breath hit against m teeth and tongue. Gently tugging at the hairs at the back of his head, I slowly pull him to my mouth. The sensation of his tongue slide over mine was phenomenal. His taste was lingering on my lips as I shakily exhale against his mouth. I cross my hands behind his neck, then cradle his head in my hands as he gently grips my left ass cheek into his hand, and firmly squeezing. Giggling softly, I say, "just so you know, you're a really good kisser. Like, really good." 

"Thanks. But just remember, you're the only one I'm kissing now." Smirking, I state, "Good. Now lets go downstairs. I wanna properly meet your roommates." Gently holding his hand, we slowly walk downstairs in case if any people were around. Bryan, Kyle, or my mom. As soon as we reach the small staircase, we slowly approach the last step to see Kyle whispering to Bryan in the kitchen, followed by a few laughs shortly afterwards. Johnnie and I sadly let go of each other's hands, then I just sit down on the couch, cross my legs, and wait for Johnnie to sit next to me. Kyle exclaims, "Hey, Johnnie, can you come here for, like, ten seconds?" Johnnie walks into the kitchen and Kyle whispers something to him, and then to Bryan. It's shortly followed by Johnnie looking flushed, and he whispers to Bryan, and that is followed by Bryan having an expression of disbelief sprad across his face.

Oh, shit. He knows.