~ The One I Need ~ Johlex Fanfiction ~

First Time

"What do you mean, you guys are dating?!" Bryan shouts, nearly booming through the entire house. Johnnie shushes him, trying to keep him quiet enough so my mom won't hear him from the running shower in the nearby bathroom. "Bryan, please be quiet! We can't let her mom know, or else she won't let Alex and I see each other anymore. Please, Bryan. I love her."

Grinning at the happiness in his voice, I bounce up from the couch and onto the carpet floor. Walking into the kitchen, I stand in between Johnnie and Bryan, hoping to be able to speak to them both. "Bryan, my mother is very overprotective. Ever since my dad left, she's been saying that if I ever have a boyfriend, she wouldn't allow me to actually see him anywhere outside of school, or basically anywhere for that matter. Please, Bryan. You can't let her know. Neither can Kyle." Kyle looks down in embarrassment.

Johnnie questions, "How did you end up knowing anyhow, Bryan?" flaring a pale pink, he slowly responds, "Kyle slipped up and told me. I didn't think it was true at first, but I wanted to know if it was, so I told him to ask you here so it wouldn't be as suspicious. And now I find out that you guys actually are dating." Sighing in exhaustion, I rub my forehead with my limber fingers and whisper, "Just please don't tell her. I'm begging you. We would have to leave here, go to my aunt's place which is an hour and a half away from here, and I wouldn't be able to see Johnnie at school. If you don't say a word to her, I swear, I would do anything." Pushing out an exasperated sigh, Bryan holds his index finger and thumb over the bridge of his nose. "Fine. I won't say anything. But you owe me."
I jump in happiness, clutching tightly to Bryan's torso, exclaiming, "Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you so much, Bryan!" I let go and smile ecstatically towards Johnnie. I kiss him on the cheek and walk happily into the livingroom. Johnnie follows shortly afterwards.

I plop down on the couch, inhaling deep breaths of relief. Johnnie wraps his arm around my shoulder, making me feel protected. He switches on the tv to some cop show and we clutch each others hands in relief and I believe I hold his hand tighter than he holds mine. We hear a door behind us open and we instantly release, knowing its my mom. She exits wearing a grey Nirvana band tee, black sweats and a towel wrapped around her hair upon her head and she strides up the small set of stairs completely silent. I exhale a silent heave of air and lean back into the navy blue couch.

Mom comes back down after a couple minutes and sits in the white seat next to the couch. I feel my heartbeat rise and Johnnie whispers, "Calm down. She doesn't know."

He's right. I need to calm down.

Yawning, I rub my eyes and wink at him. I whisper in his ear, "I'm going to bed. Meet me in five minutes." Standing up, I tell mom that I'm going to get ready for bed. She says, "Sleep well, hon." I hurry up to Johnnie's room and take off my shoes and cover for my blouse. Then I take my blouse off, and am left in a black tank top. Taking my skinny jeans and grey undies off, I then put on some black boy shorts that made my ass look phenomenal, and I sat on the bed with my legs crossed and my hands sat beside me as I sit up straight.

In a few minutes, I hear soft knocks with Johnnie's voice whispering my name through the door. I quietly tell him to come in, then he does. Shutting the door, he glances at me in awe. Giggling, I make a 'come here' movement with my index finger. He does and sits down next to me. I kiss him, and he does the same back. His tender lips slowly attack mine, then he cradles my head with one hand. I take off his black jacket and toss it to his bed. I gently push him down so he lies down on the soft bed, and I crawl on top of him. He strokes my thigh, then he kisses my neck, ever so sweetly. I moan, then he gently bites my neck, nipping at the skin likes it's a drug. I kiss his ear, then trail my tongue to his chest. He quickly takes his shirt off, and then I bite his neck, down to his stomach. I kiss his neck again as I unzip his jeans.