~ The One I Need ~ Johlex Fanfiction ~

Just A Teenager

It's about six in the morning when I wake up. I'm dressed only in my dark grey tank top and black boy shorts. A cramp in my stomach tightens with every movement, making me groan in exasperation. I look over at Johnnie, asleep in his bed, then I hit my head back in the pillow. Puffing a sigh, I sit up after a couple minutes and decide to get ready. I put on my black and red bra, then my black skinny jeans. Rubbing my head, I remember everything Johnnie and I did last night.

I gave my virginity to him, without thinking about it.

Goddamn teenage hormones.

Johnnie's alarm goes off after five minutes, he reaches over, and turns it off before sitting up and rubbing his eyes. He glances over at me and smiles.

"Good morning, Alex."

"Morning, Johnnie."

I bite the inside of my lip awkwardly, then he stands up and walks over to me, softly pressing me between the bed and his shirtless body. He kisses my cheek and comments, "I had a good time last night."

Slightly stammering, I say, "I-I did too." I clutch my wrist in an awkward movement, then he trails his fingers down my arms to my wrists, then my fingers as he intertwines them. "Did you really?" He asks. I anxiously nod my head in a hasty reply. He abandons my hands as he reaches the small of my back and kisses my lips. I bite my lip and look down, feeling a little awkward after last night for some reason.

"Get ready. We leave in twenty minutes."

I nod my head, then he goes to his closet and pulls out a Bring Me The Horizon band tee and black skinny jeans. Watching him, I forget everything exists. Then I tell myself to snap out of it, and I do. Pulling out my makeup and hair straightener, I do my foundation, concealer, brows, and winged eyeliner in under ten minutes. Johnnie watches me in awe, making me blush and quietly giggle. Putting my makeup away, I grab my comb and fix my fringe, then I grab my straightener and run downstairs, Johnnie following afterwards. As soon as I enter the bathroom, I ask Johnnie, "What are you doing?"

Then he pulls out his straightener.

Ah, every emo kid's most necessary item.

Plugging in our straighteners, we do our hair. After doing so, we brush our teeth. I feel my belly cramp up and I groan in agony.
"Damn it, this hurts," I mutter.

"This is why I tried waiting, Alex. But Jesus, you got me riled up."

My cheeks blush a bright crimson, then I feel better as I look into his sky blue eyes. He then applies eyeliner to his waterline, lashline, and slightly smudges it out. My stomach churns as I think about last night all over again. It makes me feel a bit awkward, but then again, I'm happy we did it. Very happy.

After we do what we needed to do in the bathroom, we grab our bags from our room and head downstairs to leave. All I could think to myself was, Johnnie's amazing in bed.

Mom is standing in the kitchen, conversing with Bryan and Kyle. I exclaim, "Mom, we're ready to go!" Looking over at us, she seems happier, more positive. She comments, "I'm taking you guys to school today. I'll be out in two minutes, here's the keys." Then she tosses the car keys to us which are on a bright purple keychain. Johnnie catches it, then says, "Thanks! We'll be waiting for you in the car."

Then we exit the house and run to the red vehicle. Unlocking the back doors, we enter, then shortly afterwards, Johnnie gazes at me with his big blues. My chest heaves a silent sigh, then he licks my bottom lip, asking for entry. I grant it.

He gently strokes my sides and slips through the bottom of my shirt to my chest. Breathing heavily, I kiss him back. He squeezes my sides, causing me to quietly moan, then I feel a shiver run through my arms and spine. It's an interesting feeling.

Mom exits the house and comes towards the car, making Johnnie stop touching and kissing me if she sees us. My heart beats like one hundred miles an hour, then I take a deep breath and calm down. She sits in the drivers seat, buckles her seatbelt, and starts the car.

"We all ready to endure the third day of hell?"

Johnnie and I give sarcastic groans of happiness, saying, "Yay." We buckle our seatbelts, mom starts the car, and we leave.

Glancing over at him awkwardly, I feel his hand slowly slide over to me, mainly on my thigh. My heart beats faster and faster with each breath I take, then he trails his fingers to my inner thigh, causing me to gasp quietly.

Johnnie never seemed like the "dominant" type to me in a relationship when we first met. Boy, was I proved wrong.

I also ever thought that I would give my virginity to a kid I only knew for two days. But plans change, things happen for a reason.

I push him away gently, then he give me an expression in "awe." Maybe if we weren't in my mother's car, I would allow him to take advantage. But no. I can't.

The fact my stomach is cramping like Satan took over doesn't help either.

After about ten minutes of silence, we finally arrive in front of the school. Grabbing our bags and waving goodbye to mom, we enter the gates of Hell. We're bombarded by disgusted stares and expressions pointed at us.
Ignoring them, we head to the cafeteria, then get our breakfasts in the line. I slightly limp around since my right leg was half asleep, but maybe it's because I still hurt from last night.

After we get our breakfasts, we go to our table and sit down. We're quiet for a couple minutes, then to break the ear ringing silence, I ask, "Are you gonna hate me now?'

His expression shows a heavily confused expression, then he asks, "Why would I hate you?"

"I don't know. I just feel like you do, and you're trying to ignore me for some reason."

He moves closer to me and wraps his arms around my small frame. He kisses the top of my head and I feel one of his hands move down to my shoulder as the other cradles my head. His heart beat is like a gentle hymn in my ears, I could listen to it forever. His warm body is comforting me, my veins and arms suddenly pulsating with warmth.

"I love you, Alex. I would never hate you. I couldn't bring myself to it, or try. You're my whole life right now. We might not have really known each other for that long, but you already have a special place in my heart."

Stinging tears swell in my hazel green eyes, and I wipe them away.

"Ditto," I gently whisper.