Nociception & Nonsensical Metaphors

55 Why, reflection.. Why?

-Hope you guys are up for a song of jealousy and a dash of bittersweet self-loathing! Enjoy-

I can no longer see my face
when I look into your eyes
It's as if all you can see is my demise

I hate your gaze
Like I'm trapped in a maze
It's not awe that I'm struck by
It's the tragedy of my
Bittersweet jealousy
That can't be changed with alchemy

Why does every mirror refuse to cooperate with me?
It's like the black and all my stupid imperfections
It's all that I can see

I'm always leaving myself behind
It's something I'll never get used to
Or tired of

This place
Lost another race
Trying to catch up
But I can't..

I can't get over..

Why won't your face reflect my own?
Because all I can see is the voice of sirens in you.
In me, only screams in everything that I ever do.

I hate every color I've ever revealed in myself...
But your rainbows and hypnotic swirls
Put me in a trance
Or make me sick

And sometimes both...