Nociception & Nonsensical Metaphors

52.5 please leave explanation

This "poem" (quotes on poem because it probably shouldn't even be called poetry) makes it kind of sound like someone did something and it made me upset. A lot of my writing is like that (I think). This chapter was kind of special. It came out really junky... Because I am very upset at someone... But it's not really her fault at all. In fact she hasn't done anything.

It's really stupid. Sometimes I get upset at someone because of a dream I had that they did something in.. Or something was done to them and they didn't react the way I would have preferred. This also occurs during daydreams which are more common and sometimes even more powerful than the dreams I have at night. It's not unusual for me to space out and then "wake up" upset at someone or scared of them or concerned for them. I do realize how irrational this is. But there's nothing I can do about it at least for a few hours. Sometimes a day or two. Sorry if you're my friend and I just stop talking to you one day. I promise I'm just being stupid and this will pass.

There's also a small chance I'll write about you if this happens. Since it'll be about something you never actually did, chances are you won't know it's about you, though.