Nociception & Nonsensical Metaphors

59 the hoping

When everything is happening at once

(And I mean EVERYTHING!)

My brain won't know what to do...

But what's new?

My stomach has gotten lost.

It hasn't been home for months.

Instead I have an empty hole

That's left me feeling full.

Or maybe it's there..

Sunken at the bottom..

Along with my heart..

That place from where I pull my dark art..

So much to capture

Chaos
Pain...
So much pain...
Irresolution...

But only one shot left

It's scary how small my life feels

It frightens me

To know people can feel more than I do...

So I'll wait here

'Cause from where I stand

All I can do is watch

And that's what hurts the most....

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............It's always the waiting..... and the hoping...