Consume me

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I sat behind Damien on my motorcycle. How he got to drive? Well I still had yet to figure that out. My arms surrounded his midsection as he pushed my bike to its limits.

I didn't bother to ask him where he was taking me. I knew I wouldn't get anything out of him. I still had yet to grasp a single part of his personality. His mood and attitude seemed to change like the constant changing wind.

We come to a stop light eventually and my bike purred like a cheetah. Waiting to pounce the second the light turn green. However what caught me off guard was Damien grabbing my hands and pulling them forward, causing me to crash into his back and envelope him closer to me.

"That's better," He said aloud. I could feel his heart beat within him as my face rested against his back. Heat rushed to my face. "I like it better when I can feel you close to me."

I didn't say a word. What could I have said? I was still just a girl after all. I could be merciless and almost demonic at times I admit but when it came to things such as love and boys, I was completely unguarded and vulnerable. It wasn't my area of expertise.

I had never had to worry about such a thing. Sure I knew how to play the part of a sexy, unattainable girl but when it truly came down to it I knew nothing at all. My past relationships also never escalated to more then a make out session. I always had lucifer to butt in at the perfect time.

Now though, I was tongue tied. A high school girl trumped when it came to the opposite sex. What was wrong with me? When it came to Damien or even Uriel, I was weak and it angered me to unmeasurable degrees. How could I be brought to such low levels? I didn't understand and yet at the same time I wished to never understand.

I couldn't deny the way I felt. I had the unruly need to be with Damien and the unnatural attraction to Uriel. As well as my horribly confused feelings for lucifer, though I felt that my love for him was more of a love a mother gave to her child. I felt that he was using me as a fill-in. And in doing so he too confused his affections with a twisted love and pulled me down with him.

"Hold on," Damien said over his shoulder. I just held on tighter as my reply as the motorcycle zoomed forward.

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I looked at my surroundings, perplexed. How did I end up here? I spotted Damien and couldn't stop the sides of my lips from twitching into a smile as I watched him. He looked so handsome with a carefree smile on his face and his dark eyes shined making them seem like dark tunnels with a light at the end. It made me want to stare into his eyes forever and find my way to the other side, see who he truly was.

Was he simply a grotesque demon that I had met before, who smelled of death and froze my soul? Or was he this boy before me; handsome, slightly demonic, torturous, and surprisingly sensitive and loving?

I didn't know what to think when it came to him. I didn't know how to act, speak, anything. He had me twisted all up inside. I was torn between anger and hatred for allowing him to play with me and love. I could feel myself already begin to grow attached to this demon. I could see myself slip away from reality and into a dream world. He was... Everything I could possibly ever want in a guy. And that acknowledgment in itself made me weak, crippled. How could I possibly love a man like him? Better yet how could I develop feelings that represented any form of love?

"Ahhhhh!" A girl screamed as blood spurted from her mouth.

It was then that I broke myself from my revere and truly took in what I was seeing. Damien was drenched in blood and his bloody smile was almost psychotic rather then carefree. His eyes were glazed reflecting the light of the sun rather then shining on their own accord.

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