Love Eases Pain (Completed)

Chapter Eighteen

Janellys' POV

I'm so exhausted and it's not even 5, we've been out taking pictures all over the most beautiful sights in Atlanta. On our way to the reception I fell asleep. There's two hours until we get back.

"Babe wake up," Tremaine taps me on my shoulder. "Aye, baby get up," he slaps my hand. "Huh?" I jump up, and look around. "Where here? Already?" "Yeah sleepy head," Tremaine said as the driver opened the door. Tremaine got out the car and puts his hand out for me to grab it. I reach for his hand and step out of the limo. Everybody else was inside already waiting for the rest of us to come in. "You ready?" Jeannie looked back at me. We were in a line waiting for our entrance to be announced. "Thank you for coming out to the King's wedding reception, let's get this party started by welcoming Our wedding court. Shelly and Chris. The doors open and They walk into the hall, everybody starts clapping. Next is Josh, Vanessa and Dennis, Cristal and Jerrold, Taylor and William, Jeannie and Alain, Lacey and Devon, Abrianna and Trey, Leiandra and Elijah, Victoria and Thomas, Naomi and Kevin. Best Man and Bride of Honor, Demetrius and Demie King. When the kids walk in they announce for me and Tremaine to go in. "Hold on," I said grabbing Tremaine's arm. "What?" He looks down and over at me, "nothing never mind." I smile big and we walk in, everybody is shouting and clapping , then we go sit down. " I'm sitting at the main table and everybody is looking over at our table. They're all talking and laughing, having a good time. I'm looking out into a daze, "babe are you okay?" Tremaine's voice appears in the background. "Babe," he taps me on the leg. "Babe!" "Huh? Oh yeah I'm sorry." I smile for the camera as the photographer takes a picture of us. I'm loosing it. I don't feel good, my stomach is cramping up. "Are you okay?" Tremaine asks me. "Yeah, yeah I'm fine baby." "Excuse me, excuse me. It's time for the Bride and Groom's first dance." The Dj announces. Trey stands up and grabs my hand and we go out to the dance floor. Little did anybody know. We had Durk perform for our first dance. He performed "My Beyonce," along with the presence of Dej.

After the dance everybody got a dance with me. When it got down to my brother Devon he pulled me to the side for a dance. "What's wrong Jay?" "Nothing, um I'll be right back I have to use the bathroom." I walked away and went to the bathroom.

"What am I doing," I said talking to myself in the mirror. There was a knock at the door. "Hold on!" I called out. "Jay? Mama you okay," Perah shouted through the door. "Yeah I'm fine," I said unlocking the door. "I'm fine." Perah looked at me, into my eyes. I smiled at her, "you sure?" I nodded my head then looked down. I looked down at the ring on my finger then into the mirror at my dress, "okay, okay. I'm not okay," my eyes filled with tears. "I'm going crazy!" "Girl calm down, talk to me." Perah grabbed some tissue and dabbed away my tears, "no need to cry, talk to me." "I'm a mess, all day I just been thinking is this what I really want? Like look at me! I'm in an 80 thousand damn dollar dress! What the hell is wrong with me? 80 thousand dollars! I have everything I ever wanted and I'm still not happy. Perah what is wrong with me?" "Jay, are you serious right now? You are happy! I've never seen you more happy in your damn life since I met you. The glow in your face, every time you smile it's priceless. When your with Tremaine it's like nothing could make you happy other than him. How are you not happy?" "Perah, I just only seen myself with Angelo. Angelo! And now I'm married to Tremaine. I'm in a 80 thousand dollar dress! I never thought I'd ever get married in a dress like this! And especially to the man every good woman deserves! I don't deserve him, after all that I've been through. I'm fucked up in the head Perah." "No your not! And you do deserve him. Your deserve him and more. Look you have a good husband, two beautiful ass kids. Stop thinking your going crazy," before she could finish I was face first in the toilet puking my brains out. "Janellys? Are you okay?" I wiped my mouth with tissue, "Perah, listen. Nobody can know about that okay?" "Jay." "Promise me Perah. Your not going to tell anybody?" "Bitch your pregnant again aren't you?" "Yes I am. He doesn't know. This is why you can't say anything." "Oh my god. Yes! Yay! Okay, okay I won't tell nobody." "Good," "now can we go back to the party." "Yeah, yeah. Right lets go." We left the bathroom and joined everybody out in the party. Tremaine is at the bar taking shots with my brothers. They're going to get him fucked up. "Aye, aye, aye! Don't get him too drunk!" I shout out as I'm walking over to the bar. "Hey, he's a grown ass man chill out," Thomas says. Tremaine pulls me close to him by my waist, "take a shot with me?" He says, "um, no baby I pass. You take two, one for me and you" I smile at him pushing the shot glass back into his hand as he tried to pass it my way. "Come on Jay don't be a party pooper!" Devon says, "your married drink up!" "I'm good. I promise." Tremaine whispers in my ear, "just one." "Babe I can't. I'm good." "Jay, baby you okay?" He looks at me concerned. "Yeah, I'm fine." I smile at him, he pecks me on the lips, "alright, you have fun okay?" I tell him and walk away.