Love Eases Pain (Completed)

Chapter Ten

Angelo's POV

I'm lost of words. She just left. Then to think that everything was going to be okay by giving her some space for a good while. I mean hey she made me sleep on the couch. Did I really f*ck up this time or will she come back after this whole thing is said and done?

Janellys' POV

"Elijah am I wrong for not forgiving dad after everything?" "I can't tell you wether your right or wrong for not doing it. It's your decision. Remember only you know how you feel about certain things. Nobody really knows you like you know yourself. If you don't forgive him that's fine. Some day you'll find it in your heart to, or maybe not. Just don't worry about it." "Am I wrong for leaving Angelo the way I did." "I mean he didn't do anything wrong but try to understand and help. But that coming home at 6am isn't cutting it either." "To be honest I left because I'm scared." He giggled at the remark, "scared of what?" "I'm scared of him hurting me. I'm different from what he's used to. Completely different." "But he chose you and that's all that matters."

I'm starting to think that I was overreacting the whole situation. Maybe I am just scared. Maybe I can't face the fact that I was wrong for not forgiving my dad, and maybe I was wrong for leaving Angelo. He blew up my phone. He faithfully kept calling since I left the house and I have not answered not one call. Though I did just text him. Saying, "I'm coming home."

Hopefully he forgives me for the way I have treated him the past couple days. To be honest I didn't almost died trying to get him out of jail for no reason. I needed him out here for me. He understands me, well he wants to understand me. He wants to know me off the back of his hand. He wants to be there. If I didn't see that I would not be having his kid. I would have not bailed him out of jail. I would have not sold those drugs. I would have not stayed with him. I would have been gone. With no trace.

Later that night Elijah takes me back home. When I get there, there's another car in the drive way. A car I never seen before. I instantly get mad. This n*gga think I'm playing games. When I knock on the door, he comes and answers the door. He smiles at me. That smile is the one I fell in love with. But what's still on my mind is who the hell car is in the drive way. "You came back tonight I was thinking you were coming back tomorrow to clear your head." "Ahh why would you have thought such a thing." I walk in the house and observe, car keys on the bar. "Nothing I just thought you was just saying that." "Hm, so the car?" I look around, "who's car is that?" He laughs, "you like it?" "I don't care about wether I like it, who's car is it?" "It's yours, so when you get mad and storm out like you did, you can just leave in your own car." "Stupid," I laugh at him. "I love you, and you know I don't want you to leave me. We been through so much stuff together. I need you to be here with me. I need you in my life. I want to be with you. I promise to love you and take care of you," he gets on one knee and I laugh while tears run down my cheeks. He pulls out a ring from his pocket. "Janellys, baby I love you so much, will you marry me?" I open my mouth ready to give him an answer but nothing comes out. I just start crying. He looks up at me still waiting for an answer. I calm down and wipe my tears. "Yes, yes I will marry you baby." He puts the ring on my finger. I can't believe this fool just proposed to me. To be honest I just didn't want to say no. There's just so much going on right now. I don't need no more problems. I just want to be civil. Work through this with him and try to make it work.

He takes my bags to the room. I go to the bathroom and take a shower. I wash up and get ready to turn off the water, and this fool gets in. What he think this is? "What you doing?" I laugh. "Damn I can't take a shower with my wife." "I'm saying because you just hop in here like nothing, no warning. Nothing." "I shouldn't need to warn." He grabs my butt. "Stop." I slap his hand away. "Wow okay," he steps aside. I get out the shower and put a towel around me. He think just because he proposed to me everything's okay. I don't think so. Damn fool.