~Tomax~ The begining of it all~

The morning after dark.

**A/N... *clears throat* O.k. wow i sorta over reacted yesterday. Sorry people. I have a lot on my plate right so... bare with me yh?! Love you guys. The poem is by my idol (eh sorta) William Blake. Xx Oh btw I got 82 for my French paper. Ahahahahahahaaaa. I didnt even copy!!!!!! The chicks who copied got lower than me... BWAHAHAAAA Oh well karma's a bitch. Peace out. Keep calm read, vote & comment.-H

~Chapter 18~

*Max's P.O.V

{Come hithet, sleep, And my griefs unfold, Lo! the morning peeps, Over the eastern steeps, And the rustling birds of dawn, The earth do scorn.}

Our arms & legs were tangled together. His front was pressed against my back his head was against my neck. I can feel his hot breath on my shoulder. With his arms locked around me & my hands securing his in place, our naked bodies were barely covered. I didn't want this to change. As I felt his heart beat against my bare back the realization of the fact that in a few seconds everything is gonna change hit me like a wall of bricks. I bite down on my lip holding back the sob forming in my throat. Tears poured on to the pillow. I weep for me. I weep for my aching heart & I weep for the love I will never have. I inhale his scent trying hard not to burst out sobbing. I try desperately to keep my breathing even. After a while Tom stirs rubbing his eyes. He leans back on his pillow. I blink pretending that I've woken just now. He looks at me & jumps out the bed running. I stare at him shocked. Clutching the sides of my head new tears of hurt & embarrasment form. "Fuck!" I think overwhelmed with pain, insecurity, sadness & shame, when suddenly I hear him throw up. "Max! Mate a lil help!" he wimpers out. Relief washes over me as I rush to his side grabbing our boxers off the lamp & floor.

* 2 hours & a lot of barfing later*

*Tom's P.O.V

I groan as Max opens the hotel door into the sunlit corridor. I push my sunglasses to the bridge of my nose covering my eyes completely. "C'mon Dracula!" Max laughs extending his hand motioning towards the elevator. I grab his hand laughing - though laughing makes my head throb-. Looking at Max his grin is stretched across his face. Behind his oversized glasses his eyes glimmer with happiness. Holding hands we go for breakfast. Looking around the guys, Nareesha & a girl with blue hair sit at the big table near the buffet line. Nareesha doesn't even hide her shock as she stares at our inter-twinded hands. Jay looks pointedly at Max who looks at the floor. Jay moves his stare onto me. I rip my sunglasses off & stare back. Hard. Daring him to say something. He just looks away. "Ooh the couple are here eh?!" asks Nate laughing cutting his waffles. Seev looks at his eggs benerdict awkwardly. Great. Nareesha told him. He looks up & smiles at us. Oh? Nareesha looks at his smile in shock. I grin releasing Max's hand I get him in a head lock & kiss his cheek. "Hez a good boy." Max says. Everyone laughs. Even Jay grins for a while & then points at the girl & starts introducing her. I zone out & look at Max who is practically glowing. I was right last night. I don't regret a thing. Whatever the hell this is. We're in it together...