~Tomax~ The begining of it all~

The start of something new.

**I said that I would update when "Miserable & magical" hits 7 votes. Bt I guess 6 would have to do.

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~Chapter 20~

*Max's P.O.V

Fuck. Why here? Of all the bars. Why this one? Staring at the stool in which I sat over a year ago with Tom telling me he needs me, I close my eyes to keep tears from forming. NO. Its over. "I'm not gonna be like this" I think letting out a shaky breath. I tell Michelle that I'm stepping out for a minuite. She looks at me worried,I force smile & walk out the door into the alley. The air was cold. With my eyes closed & my hands on my head I rock back & forth. Anxiety attacks. I haven't had one since Michelle but being here broke & burned me in ways I didn't think possible. I feel my throat close up. I stumble against the wall collapsing on the side walk breathing hard. I claw at the wall trying to calm down. I hear someone approach. A pair of arms wrap around me. His head on my shoulders he runs his hands up & down my arms. I breath in his scent. Leaning in to his embrace I realize how much I really missed him. Turning around I face Tom hugging him tightly never wanting to let go. We clutch each other desperately trying to hold on. To each other & everything else. Running my fingers in his hair I choke back the sobs but they escape my mouth in loud gasps & cries. This is when the feeling sinks in. I don't wanna need him this way but I do. Michelle is special. She is an amazing girl but I've fallen for him even when he's worlds away. Its not fair. I wanna tell him to come back. To hold my hand. To love me as I love him but all I can do is hold on terrified of loosing him. He holds my head stroking it comforting me although he was crying as well. As he holds me & I him I remember the last time we embraced

< Sweating bullets I pace around the room. "Mate! Just tell us!" whines Nathan. Seev, Jay & Tom nod in agreement. I pull out the box opening it revealing the gleaming ring inside. Hooting & screams fill the room. Congratulations are shouted, my back is patted, smiles & winks are exchanged. "Congrats, man. She is a lucky gal." says Tom leaning in for a hug. We hug ... for a long time. Longer than we should. Even the rest notice it & wait with their arms by their sides awkwardly. I don't care. Neither does he. In each others arms, nothing ever matters.>

My phone buzzes. I ignore it. It keeps buzzing. "No. No. No. Please don't ruin this. Not now." I plead in my head. His phone lets out a loud bleat. Then another. He pulls away answering it. "We're outside. Max was feeling a lil light headed yh?!" I wipe my tears sniffing fixing my jacket. Tom gets up off the floor & extends his hand. I grab it. Its the start of something new... But what is it?!

*Jay's P.O.V*

The 4 of us Siva,Nathan,the interviwer & I stare as Tom & Max roll around the floor laughing. We laugh along because they look so happy. So happy & content. They hug Tom's laugh booms loudly as Max's cheeks turn a dark red. I look at him. Poor Max. He really did...well...DOES love Tom. I look at Seev who looks back at me quizzically. I shrug. I know what he's thinking. What does this mean?! Are they back together? Are they best friends again or what?