After i said that i immediately regretted those words coming out of my mouth.
He just stood there looking into my eyes,a bit shocked i suppose, i don't know why i said that i just wanted to say something. Why wasn't he replying? He just stood there with a smile plastered on his face and his eyes were gleaming staring into mine.
This moment would be nice except of the fact that i asked the stupidest question ever.
"What?" i questioned, i was such an idiot. Why.
"That's an interesting question you asked before" he smirked, i knew he enjoyed the moment i just had, maybe i was slipped something so he would get me at my weakest.
I just sat up quickly and hid my head in my arms and my legs. He sat up and ended up sitting next to me, his hands were clasped together, he was sitting with his elbows resting comfortably on his thighs. I heard him sigh before he found the words to speak out.
"Listen, it's not that i don't want to kiss you, i need to do things on my own time" he grabbed my arm to clasp my hand inbetween his. "I want to, just not yet" he whispered earnestly, i believed him.
"I have a gig tonight at the bar, i want you to come, i'm playing the new song" he lifted my face up to face his gorgeous face. That's alot of face.
"You know i don't do well in the whole bar scene" i muttered, trying to find an excuse to bail. I needed to be alone. "Just be ready by 7 okay? I need you there" he smiled before getting up leaving me alone on the couch. What time was it? I got up and went into my room, well no kiss, but i smiled a goofy grin like you would see the cartoons do. He wanted to, and he was!
After pondering over my outfit for about 30 minutes, i simply picked a sleevless blouse with a black based floral pattern with a lace seethrough back, black skinny jeans and black floral toms. Hm, i actually looked cute. Now for this hair. I grabbed a brush and fluffed it a bit before just grabbed some makeup and gently put some on, just enough to accent my cheekbones and eyes.
Maybe tonight wouldn't be so bad?
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Never Again
FanfictionAfter her years of abuse from men, Alicia vowed to never again love a man. Until she found Niall. Alicia was just a homeless girl escaping the clutches of her drunken mother and her mother's boyfriend abuse. Leaving at only the age of 15, Alicia no...
