Never Again

Chapter 22: Are you gonna eat that?

Chapter 22

The whole photoshoot completely wore me out, i was just ready to hit the sack when i came through the apartment door. Niall was sitting on the couch, slouched in just the right way.

"hey there" i smiled, he just glanced up and gave a small "hi". Way to put in effort Niall.

I dropped my things next to the couch and sat down next to him, he pushed away a little from my closeness, what the crap did i do now. "What's wrong" i asked, i knew he was going to push the question away faster than what he just did now.

"Nothing" he shrugged. What a fat liar, well he's not fat, it was just a fat lie. 

"Nothing? Oh because that's a good answer" i replied shortly, i knew it was going to piss him off, might as well, he seemed pissed enough at me. "That's what i got" he replied bitterly, ouch.

"Okay just be mad at me for no reason" i held up my hands in defense, his blue eyes darkened and his glance was killing me, "there's reasons" he murmured. 

"What kinds" i replied.

"Plenty" he smirked before turning away and focusing on the TV. It was probably about the whole other night. "You have personal issues niall" i giggled before taking the romote and switching on the news. 

"Hey! i was watching football!" he complained, "and i do have personal issues, but i have less than you" he replied sharply, was he saying i had problems? Oh well, at least the whole seriousness was gone and fighting for the channels was better than fighting over our personal issues, whatever that meant.

"We're watching.. the... news!" i huffed pushing him off of me and keeping the romote behind my back. "That's not a smart move babe" he smirked, knowing babe would totally catch me off guard, he reached for the romote and i reacted causing me to fall back and Nialls body landing on top of mine.

We were so freaking close it was unbelievable, i never noticed the beautiful blueness in his eyes, they were prettier in person, the tension was unbelievable, we just sat there breathing deeply, he could kiss me right now but he didn't move, he just stared right into my eyes. I had to break the tension.

don't say something stupid

don't say something stupid!

"You have beautiful eyes". Did i just quote ice age? 

He laughed hysterically and backed up, helping me up to sitting position. He was still laughing uncontrollably, i felt so stupid.

"I can't believe i just quoted ice age" i started laughing a bit, making Niall laugh harder. This boy had a contagious laugh, we made each other laugh harder.

Once we were done we just decided to watch ice age since i made a fool of myself earlier. 

"Wanna cuddle?" he smirked at me inviting me into his arms, what did i have to lose?

I nodded and i settled comfortably in his arms. "ready for london in a couple of days?" he murmured, i could feel his chin on the top my head.

"I still have to pack for that" i whispered softly, this was one of the best moments of my life, here with niall, cuddling and watching a movie, we were going to London in the matter of days, DAYS!

"I'm ready to spend more time with you" he whispered, barely audible, but i heard it, and it meant everything to me. I just cuddled deeper into him and he embraced me tighter. 

Maybe we wouldn't be together, or we might never kiss, but nobody will ever comprehend the closeness i felt towards Niall. Nobody has made me feel as free, beautiful, and loved as him. His occasional kisses on the top of my head and squeezes were a constant reminder of what i didn't have. Him. 

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Today's the day, the tank is clean, and we are all getting out of here! The tank is clean, THE TANK IS CLEAN! i quoted finding nemo in my head, it was a habit of mine when i was nervous, or something was about to happen.

Like flying in an airplane to London. With Niall. 

Since we were only going for a week, i decided to pack a suitcase and a purse. 

No need for bulky items, i was sure since i saved enough, i was going to buy tons of clothes there.

Fortunatly, i had managed to steal my passport and birth certificate before i ran away from home when i was 15, go little me. 

All i needed was my passport, i had over 500 dollars in my purse. Ready for London. We checked in our luggage and heading past security, we hopped on the plane and took our seats. I was dressed in a comfortable white and black polka dot blouse with no sleeves, black skinny jeans finished off the look topped with pink toms to match my necklace. 

All these clothes i eventually got to bring home from the modeling shoot, i love being friends with the fashion designers, they have excellent gifts. 

Niall just looked plain adorable in his grey shirt that fit his body perfectly, blue jeans and some white supras that were apparently, according to Niall, comfortable. 

After a couple of hours we got fed lunch, i barely ate any of mine, "are you going to eat that cookie?" niall spoke, the first words he really spoke since this morning and some comments about flying. "No go right on ahead" i giggled before handing him the wrapped cookie. 

It would be some more hours before we reached London, and Niall was already complaining that he was hungry again. This was going to be a long flight. 

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A/N this was a long chapter i know, oh i figured out how it ends, and then the book will be complete!

It is probably going to end in London, oh how sad. I really enjoyed writing this book, i know it is probably very confusing and stuff, it took me awhile to write, i became a better writer over the months, i hope.

Please comment, follow, vote, and tell your friends, this book will be completed soon and then i will be focusing 100% on the summer bucketlist (: 

LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU FOR READING THIS FAR! 

xoxo, Dorie (: