Never Again

Chapter 21: Ever Since You First Met Me

After the whole bar scene Niall drove us home and the quiet had caused tension to rise between us, like nothing would break the silence, even Nialls suttle clearing of his throats, I ignored them and continued to stare out the window. Why did he write a song about me? Why? I'm no one special. Nope not at all. When we got home i just went to my room, Niall did the same, i had a modeling shoot in the morning, i wanted to leave early so i didn't have to face Niall.

I know i shouldn't feel this way, i should be in his arms, kissing those kissable lips and embracing his body. But i couldn't. I could hardly face the boy, i barely even gave me a goodnight mumble. What happened?

After changing into night clothes i replayed the whole night over and over again in my head, i don't know what went wrong, how it went wrong. It just did.

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I woke up after just going to sleep moments before, i was up half the night tossing and turning, thinking about last night. I shook my head and stared at the clock, it was 6am. So early but i had to catch the modeling bus that took off at 10am. Since they were just going to apply makeup there i dressed into my tight pant length yoga pants and a large hoodie with the magazines name embroidered on the chest area, it was loose and comfortable the way i like my hoodies. 

Slipping on my beige boots that felt wonderful compared to the outrageous shoes i was about to put on, i got out of my room and into the bathroom to put up my hair in a somewhat tamed messy bun before i slowly crept out of the house to catch the regular bus that strolled through here around 6:30.

6:25, eh i got some time to kill. I grabbed an apple off counter that held some arranged fruits Niall liked to keep around. 

I skipped out the door after finishing the apple quickly, the bus came around the curb just on time, 6:30am on the dot! The wide doors opened, welcoming me in, the bus driver gave me a warm smile, she looked just as tired as i was. 

"goodmorning" i smiled warmly before boarding, she accepted my goodmorning with a slight nod and checked my bus pass before allowing me to board. Thank goodness there was nobody on the bus at this early in the morning, i was not in the mood for small chat, especially since i was so tired.

I couldn't help but think of Niall the whole ride over to the studio, the modeling bus was parked in the parking lot and there were some of my co workers standing outside chatting, it was only 7:45 am so, we had time to kill. 

I stepped off and walked towards the bus, all the models turned towards me, they were all dressed in the same attire i was wearing, we all seemed to have this sixth sense that told us to dress the same all the time. I quickly nodded towards a couple of them before scurrying inside. 

"Hello Miss Alicia, welcome back" the woman at the desk quickly nodded before letting me inside, i walked back to the sitting area before i was prepped and ready for the shoot. Today was the day i could forget about Niall and get wrapped up in 'work'. 

My life has changed enormously since Niall first met me, it started with a glance. Oh Alicia, you were not going to forget about Niall, ever.

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OOps its short, ily all, thanks for reading, i'll make the chapters ALOT longer later, this is more of a filler chapter if you like to call it that. OFF TO BED THANKIES

sorry for any errors, i almost wrote someone elses name a couple times, editing takes too long for me so IF YOU SPOT ANY ERRORS LEMEE KNOW! (my kik is: @itsdoriee) 

Dedicated to all those people who have to get up early in the morning (EW)

LOVE, DORIEEEE(: 

(Picture of Alicia to the side, hope this is what you saw)

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