Never Again

Chapter 20: Truly, madly, deeply

I came into the living room where niall was finishing up packing his guitar. He looked up and i swear i saw a spark light in his eyes, why does he look at me like that? It makes me feel like jelly inside.

"Hello there gorgeous, ready to go?" he asked, i realized i didn't respond and stammered "uhm y-yeah" i smiled fakely. 

He picked up his guitar and a bag he toted with him, i remember how we first met, at a bar where he was playing, he picked me up and gave me a place for the night, how could i ever forget? He was my guardian angel. 

Once we were in the car i began to wonder off into to my own little mind, i really haven't been anywhere since being with Niall, i've been busy modeling and fearing the world. I wanted to take a trip somewhere, i didn't wanna push but maybe i could go by myself.

"Hey Niall" i began, "hmm?" his eyes were focused on the road but he had his arm resting comfortably on the middle section. "Can i take a trip somewhere? like just around here somewhere, a day in the park or something?" i was scared for his reaction, everytime i had asked something like this to my "parents" they would scream about how selfish i was being and beat me. 

"Central park?" , "or a smaller park, something small around here" i replied, he lived a little outside of new york, so it was not as crowded. "How about we go somewhere i know" he smiled glancing at me, there goes my stomach again. "We?", "yeah i've been wanting to go somewhere, far away though" he replied, was this really happening?

"What did you have in mind?" 

"Have you been to london before?" he glanced over again, seeing my reaction. I was speechless, he wants to go to london with me? "Are you really serious?" i was in total shock but kept my composure. He laughed before responding "I was going to surprise you later but you've beat me to it, we're leaving in 2 weeks" His smile glowed and reflected onto my face. "You're the best Niall, really" i murmured, i stared at him, i saw his cheeks get a shade of pink, did i do that to him?

"It's nothing really" he spoke finally, i just sat back in my chair and smiled to myself, "London eh? I heard that place is really nice" i half spoke to myself. "I basically lived there until a couple years ago and it's amazing" he parked the car in an ally behind the bar. The bar. We met in. 

We got out and went in, the place was booming with people, it was bascially the type of bar there were partying but, Niall had the quiet time. The time all the drunks got out on the dance floor and attempted to dance slowly, slow dancing i suppose. He got up on stage and i sat by the bar looking at him adjust his guitar strap before he stepped up to the mic. "Hey peoples, it's Niall bringing you a new song i wrote for someone special" he winked before playing softly on his guitar. People stopped what they were doing to listen.

He had a magical touch to his instrument, it was beautiful picking. He began singing and it was soft and beautiful.

"Am I asleep am I awake or somewhere in between......"

"like all those days and weeks and months i tried to steal a kiss, and all those sleepless nights and daydreams where i pictured this.." 

"Truly madly deeply i am foolishly completely falling..."

This song completely was Niall, he looked at me the whole time, then i realized.

I was that someone special. 

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AUTHORS NOTE:

OH shoot things just got serious! lol well i hoped you liked this chapter. i spent like 30 minutes on it. Big deal right? ahahah!

Sorry i'm being dumb, well um i won't be updating for awhile but it should be within the next 4-6 days. I got summer activities to get to! OH and also i think this book will be complete in like the next 20 something chapters. 

SPOILER ALERT!: they kiss in about 1-4 chapters ;) (or not..) you never know. 

tell your friends, your cats, dogs, parrots, (for those of you special enough your unicorns) your momma, family, goat. SOMEONE! 

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