Standing on the Edge of my life:A Chicago PD fanfic

Goddamn right you should be scared of me

"Alexa, someone is here to see you" Antonio said. 

I was sitting on  the window ledge looking out at the city. "I don't wanna see anybody" I whispered. 

It had only been three days since Luka's death. 

"Its Sabrina" Antonio said. 

"Ill be out in a minute" I whispered.

I slowly got up and slipped on a dark grey oversized sweater over my white t-shirt and black leggings. I slipped on my brown moccasins and walked out. 

"I've missed you so much" I whispered as I hugged her. "I did too" Sabrina said,"when's the funeral?" Sabrina asked. "tomorrow morning, his mom and sister are flying in from San Diego," I explained.  "Is your mom coming?" Sabrina asked. "I hope not" I said and whiped away the tears. "I stopped by to see how you were doing before I leave" Sabrina said. "where are you going?" I asked. "Art institute in France" Sabrina stated. "You're moving to France?" I asked. "yes, you should come they have a great photography program" Sabrina suggested. "I cant leave, I'm going to stay here" I said. "Its not healthy for you" Sabrina said. "he was our best friend" I said. "I know, but he would us to be happy" Sabrina said. "I cant be happy until I know that Markus and David are in jail" I said. "when's the trail?" Sabrina asked. "in two days" I said. 

After making small talk Sabrina had to leave, she still had a few things to take care of before she had to leave, but she'd make it to Luka's funeral. 

I was in my room when I got a message from an unknown number. 

unknown: Can we talk, I need to get this off my chest. I knew Luka. 

me: who are you?

unknown: meet me at the park

I got up and walked out. Antonio was at the station, but he was calling every hour just to make sure I was okay.

I got to the skate park and saw Hayley standing near the swing set. 

"What do you want?" I asked. "I heard about Luka" she said. "Okay" I said. "I-Its my fault" she whispered. 

I felt the anger start to form in side of me. "You what?" I growled. "I was giving Markus information about you" she said. "You bitch" I shouted and pushed her," You did this to him, You killed him" I shouted and lunged myself at her," I lost my best friend" I shouted as I pinned her down," why  do you it?" I demanded. "My dad owes money to his family, by killing you the debt would disappear" Hayley said. "did you not realize that by harming me you were harming Luka!" I shouted," did that not cross your mind?" I shouted and tightened my grip on her wrists. "Im sorry I didnt realize it until it was too late" she said. "Alexa" I heard someone shout. Moments later I was pulled off of Hayley. 

"Alexa, what are you doing?" Kam asked. "Let me kill her" I shouted and lunged myself back at her. "I swear I had no idea" Hayley sobbed. "You should've known" I shouted. "I'm sorry" Hayley sobbed. "You're damn lucky that he liked you or else I would kill you right here right now" I shouted and stood up," you're gonna pay for this" I threatened and walked away.  

"Alexa wait" Kam shouted. "what?" I asked. "I'm sorry about Luka" Kam said. "thanks" I whispered and looked away. "When's the funeral?" Kam asked. "Tomorrow" I said. "Ill stop by" Kam said. "Okay" I said and turned around. "do you think we could talk, some other time. Not right now of course" Kam said. "why?" I asked. "right now its not the best time" Kam said. "neither will tomorrow or the day after that or a month after that, I dont think it will ever be the right time" I said. "I know, but life goes on" Kam said. "Have you ever lost your best friend? That one person who was your soulmate, not in a romantic way but in a friendship sort of way?" I asked," that what Luka was to me," I said,"You'll never understand that so please don't act like you do" I said and walked off. 

As I made my way to the station I saw a police car arrive. Jay and Adam walked out with Markus and David. 

As soon as I saw them I walked in and found Antonio and Voigt. 

"give me five minutes to talk to them" I said. "No" Antonio said," I will not be exposing you to that" Antonio said. "they killed my best friend, I need to talk to them" I said. "Alexa no-" Antonio said but Voigt interrupted him," let her. I'll keep an eye" he said. 

I walked down the stairs towards the basement. 

"You have five minutes" Voigt said as he stood by the door. 

"Hey Alexa" Markus said and smirked. 

"I hate you" I said and stepped closer to him," you killed my best friend" I shouted and pushed him against the fence. "dont touch me" Markus shouted and pushed me back. "dont touch her" Voigt shouted and reached for his gun. 

"I hope you rot in jail" I shouted as I punched Markus in the stomach. 

"that wont bring Luka back" Markus said and laughed. 

"Im going to fu-" I shouted and lunged myself at him. 

"Alexa" Voigt shouted and pulled me away," time is up" Voigt said and led me up the stairs. 

"Tomorrow this will all be cleared up" Voigt said. 

"they're going to pay" I whispered as I walked up the stairs.

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song used as title: Control- Halsey